First Thing,Last Thing

Life is not life unless you really decided what you gonna do upon your life.After a few days of thoughtful thinking,I kinda decided to take up A-levels..I haven't really discussed it with Aunt Steph yet,but I'm sure she will give me the fullest support I wanted to.After all,it is what I really dreamt of and A-levels is basically a must if I wanna further my studies as a lawyer in UK.I had my attention on the Taylor's Cambridge A-levels in Sri Hertamas,it is quite attractive in terms of the teachings and the activities they provide.Furthermore,the location of the campus provide a soothing environment to the students.The downfall would be the distance between my place and the campus,it is quite far in my opinion and I don't intend to drive to the campus everyday due to the costly parking fee...

Anyways,I will be visiting KDU tomorrow for further infomation on the A-levels they provide.KDU is not really my first-choice college,but because is really near my place,I think I have a go on that..Man,God knows where I wanna study at..Fellow reader,Feel free to leave any comment if you have a better idea where should I go?

=)

On a completely unrelated note,I finally signed up for True Fitness..I will be working out with Lucas,Tim and Jon every Monday,Wednesday and Friday from 4 p.m to 6 p.m.Training in gym really used up my time wisely and makes my life more lively..Since after I signed up for gym,I have been having good sleep,due to the amount of workout I exert..It's great!!

So life suddenly turn quiet and still since Nicholas and Jeremy departure.Ironically,I missed the teasing from them.LOL.Somehow,some part of my life went missing and gone.They are someone I always looked up to and to look when I'm in the lowest state of my life.My life would never be exciting as ever if they never appear in the chapter of my life,I seriously miss them..I miss Nicholas piece of word when I got into unwanted trouble,I miss Guru love teachings when I suddenly got screwed by her..I missed the moment they got together and teased me.It's not that I really like to tease by them,somehow the teasing become part of my life..

People Always Leave,I agreed

How To Save A Life

That's the reason why you have friends...

When you are young,you crazy with them

Poker,Beer,Chicks

Thanks guys,ya the best

You let me know the real definition of friendship

P.S.-Nanas,Yik and Jon rocks too.....haha



Since we met its been you and I, a tear for a tear baby eye for an eye and u know that my heart gonna cry if you leave me lonely cause u not just my friend,your my homie

Is It Real Or Just Another Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away x5

David Archuleta-Crush

Nah,stop dreaming Kenneth..She has absolutely no interest on you,might as well get your heads off and concentrate on something else..She is just another unwanted crush,or maybe something else

Sometimes,I feel like not missing you at all,but when I set foot in KL,my mind is all over you.I wish I could bring you to meet my family,my friends,but deep down in my heart I know I missed the best chance to get closer to you

Could God or someone offer another chance to me,I will tell you what I felt about you,I fell for you since the day I met you in Jusco.Since that day onwards,my life went on a dramatic change

If you could feel what I feel now,read what I'm writing now
Who cares about the world,when your hands and mine are tight together
Who cares about life,when we could always stare at each other
Who cares about study,when we could spend each and every single moment of our life together

I wanna.....

Going back to Ipoh in less than 24 hours,there is so many things I wanna do and accomplished in such a short staying in ipoh.FYI,I will be out of KL from 16th August till 22nd August..Yesss,exactly one day before Nickys and JammyG departure to America..(I came back early just for ya all and be proud of that=))

Aiyo,there so many things I wanna do in ipoh,but I strongly felt that in my heart I am not capable to complete it all,or maybe I just list it all up and set a reminder for myself..

I wanna spend my precious times with my parents.
I wanna get out of my current melancholy state I am now by throwing myself into parties.
I wanna have the good`old days reflected upon my own eyes.
I wanna finish my From Promise To Power and A Long Walk To Freedom.
I wanna fulfill my promise towards Sensei and bring her to a nice cool restaurant with her husband.
I wanna blog about Nickys and JammyG farewell.
I wanna make cameroon trip as fun as possible.
I wanna have a nice enjoyable dinner with my good old kakis!
I wanna see her
I wanna interact with her

I'm gonna be the love that gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

I'm Slipping Into the Lava

Coz I'm Burning Up

Burning Up,For You Baby..=)

-Stay Tune For Nicholas Farewell,9th of August,2008

My Thoughts Are Free To Go Anywhere,But It's Surprising How Often They Head In Your Direction

Right now,I don't even have the slightest infatuation to post about my daily life.Hate to deny it,but truly this week of mine went rather peaceful(or should I said rather humdrum)=/ which I don't really enjoy it..

Tomorrow is always something I could look forward to in this boring week.If my memory doesn't serves me wrong,I think I'm going out with the usual gang.It's been a long time since we went out together.I think we are getting back to old school again..Movies + Nando's

I have came to a point to grasp a sense of loneliness.The time we share gets longer proves that we are enlarging the bond between us.Does it mean more anguish and depress await us when we are parting with our loved ones..I've been missing her terribly..Man,she didn't even say goodbye to me.I was draged into a melancholy state by the way she treats me,interacts with me..Fcuk,do I deserve all this shyt!!

So,This was basically what I felt throughout the almost complete week.Expectation was in tomorrow outing,I have faith I would initiate something that have long lost in my heart-answers and self-confidence..

Sorry about this post,I thought I would bring something unusual in my blog as always,happiness and gratification to my faithful readers..but I'm really kinda lost right now.Don't worry if ya all don't get a single thing out of this post,it is meant for me to read it in later times.

Someone reminded me something about we being had a reason being born in this world.Don't ever let go of your dreams just to fufill or satisfy other beings,showing them that their best for you may not really the best you could have for yourself..I failed this so many times,and I'm really ashamed for myself it took me such a long time to realize it..

At least,I was cautioned now..