Days Without Your Love
First Day
While I was driving to work,I heard our song.The song that intrigues my heart with such a permanent effect.The more I think about you,the more guilt will be built upon my heart.Sometimes,I felt like a time bomb.I need someone that truly understands my situation..
I know the love is difficult,but is real
How can I move one while I'm still in love with you
when the song is saying that Dad says' keep away from Juliet.' I think it is an implication showing that despite the difficulties,we will still be together.Do we have what it takes to make it out.
After all,I don't just want to be with you at our eighteens,I wanna stay in love with you till our eighties.
I may seem playful,a guy who is not any better than your ex.I hide so many things from you,but what I pen now is all from the heart.May you catch the glimpse of it,but love me for someone who can't even open the door and pave a way for the girl he loves,
I would always be with you.......
I know the love is difficult,but is real
How can I move one while I'm still in love with you
when the song is saying that Dad says' keep away from Juliet.' I think it is an implication showing that despite the difficulties,we will still be together.Do we have what it takes to make it out.
After all,I don't just want to be with you at our eighteens,I wanna stay in love with you till our eighties.
I may seem playful,a guy who is not any better than your ex.I hide so many things from you,but what I pen now is all from the heart.May you catch the glimpse of it,but love me for someone who can't even open the door and pave a way for the girl he loves,
I would always be with you.......
How Can I Move On If I'm Still In Love With You
I was in a stoned mood,lying on the bed when you told me our relationship is an issue that was dealt long time ago-
I was in a shocked mood when you appear in front of me,you come to here just to witness my graduation-
I'm sorry for saying something that I can't take it back,sorry for letting your soft fragile heart got disturbed by my foolish act and sorry for everything that I did to hurt the dearest girl I ever loved.
You are the world to me,seeing you today just comforts me,but I know deep in my soul,we were segregated by an invisible wall.Though pictures can move us as close as possible,but still I felt a distance between you and me that is beyond my reach.
But,I never been so sure of myself like tonight,I never have a state of mind that is so clear like now.I know those messages that popped up to you is not mere words,nor mere sentences.It contain something that is of real and substantial.I like you since the first day I ever saw you,and it never change even I moved to KL to further my studies,even until the day I graduate.
You are the last person that I ever gonna hurt,but I saw sadness in your eyes today,Obviously,you are disturbed by the conversation we had yesterday,I hate myself for being the one to make you feel uncomfortable,so much of promises that I would be by your side always.
You are the only one I don't wanna lose now,but if the path hurts you in the process,I would give up everything in order to extinguish the sadness of yours.
Till now,I still can't believe I would hurt you by saying something that honest and stuck in my heart for a long time.I would lie to you rather than telling you the truth.
While I was talking to Daniel in the car after the graduation,digesting everything that happened so speedily.I realized I was so stubborn with you,and I should be satisfied the fact we are bestsies for life.I admit to Daniel that the lust of your love is the main reason and never take into account that what you really want,I fail as somebody that really likes you and cares about what you feel.I dropped some tears that had been long gone.I was holding onto a hairband tightly I found in my car and my tears dropped onto it.Before I could finish talking with Daniel,I realize that the hairband is all wet now.Seeing the fact that the hairband contains my tears,I tight into a wrist-band like and put it on.I told Daniel what happen today is something I would never forget in my life.I was being brought to a point where I get to taste the fullest extent of joy,and I was being pulled back into reality by my self-conscious and knowing the truth always hurts.This wristband shall be a resemblance of my love towards she.The wristband would never be without my right hand until the day where I finally met my destined one, This also serves as a reminder to never hurt the one I loved with the purpose of fulflling my own greed.
This song is truly dedicate to you,and I would always be the one by your side just like you be by my side when I'm having one of my bestest nights.
I was in a shocked mood when you appear in front of me,you come to here just to witness my graduation-
I'm sorry for saying something that I can't take it back,sorry for letting your soft fragile heart got disturbed by my foolish act and sorry for everything that I did to hurt the dearest girl I ever loved.
You are the world to me,seeing you today just comforts me,but I know deep in my soul,we were segregated by an invisible wall.Though pictures can move us as close as possible,but still I felt a distance between you and me that is beyond my reach.
But,I never been so sure of myself like tonight,I never have a state of mind that is so clear like now.I know those messages that popped up to you is not mere words,nor mere sentences.It contain something that is of real and substantial.I like you since the first day I ever saw you,and it never change even I moved to KL to further my studies,even until the day I graduate.
You are the last person that I ever gonna hurt,but I saw sadness in your eyes today,Obviously,you are disturbed by the conversation we had yesterday,I hate myself for being the one to make you feel uncomfortable,so much of promises that I would be by your side always.
You are the only one I don't wanna lose now,but if the path hurts you in the process,I would give up everything in order to extinguish the sadness of yours.
Till now,I still can't believe I would hurt you by saying something that honest and stuck in my heart for a long time.I would lie to you rather than telling you the truth.
While I was talking to Daniel in the car after the graduation,digesting everything that happened so speedily.I realized I was so stubborn with you,and I should be satisfied the fact we are bestsies for life.I admit to Daniel that the lust of your love is the main reason and never take into account that what you really want,I fail as somebody that really likes you and cares about what you feel.I dropped some tears that had been long gone.I was holding onto a hairband tightly I found in my car and my tears dropped onto it.Before I could finish talking with Daniel,I realize that the hairband is all wet now.Seeing the fact that the hairband contains my tears,I tight into a wrist-band like and put it on.I told Daniel what happen today is something I would never forget in my life.I was being brought to a point where I get to taste the fullest extent of joy,and I was being pulled back into reality by my self-conscious and knowing the truth always hurts.This wristband shall be a resemblance of my love towards she.The wristband would never be without my right hand until the day where I finally met my destined one, This also serves as a reminder to never hurt the one I loved with the purpose of fulflling my own greed.
This song is truly dedicate to you,and I would always be the one by your side just like you be by my side when I'm having one of my bestest nights.
The Man Who Can't Be Moved
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved
Chorus 2x
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
-I'm sorry,Emily.If only we could break all the boundaries.I will be the man who can't be moved just for you.
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved
Chorus 2x
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
All People Want Is Someone To Listen
Four PeopleFour Souls
Four Mindsets
One Bondage
Thanks guys,ya all the best.All the way from Ipoh just add on to that already brilliant night.
P.S.-Seeing you two kinda together again,makes me feel better.If ever anything happen to you two,I don't mind doing it again.LOL.
-Jokes aside,I hope you two will really appreciate each other no matter how long distance you two are gonna venture into..Good luck.=)
Priceless Moments
Before This Glorious Day Comes To An End, Let Me Dedicate It To Jocelyn Tiong May Yen,
Thanks Butts,Happy Sweet Sixteen Yea.
(Since You Like Pink That Much).=)
Thanks Butts,Happy Sweet Sixteen Yea.
(Since You Like Pink That Much).=)
>Take Care My Dear Friend...
Love You Till The End
To My Dearest Emily,
Kimi To Boku To 'Sakura Biyori
I'm Already Missing You
Baby,I Wanna See You Now...............
I'm Already Missing You
Baby,I Wanna See You Now...............
Serenade To You
Best Thing About Tonight Is That We Not Fighting
I Miss The Time When We Are Shouting At The Idiot Box
I Miss The Time When We Tease About Nan's Girlfriend
I Miss The Time When We Are Fighting About Which Is The Best Team In EPL
I Miss The Time We Spend in 2 in 1
I Miss The Time I Share My Secrets To You All Willingly
True Friendship Never Comes Twice........
I Miss The Time When We Are Shouting At The Idiot Box
I Miss The Time When We Tease About Nan's Girlfriend
I Miss The Time When We Are Fighting About Which Is The Best Team In EPL
I Miss The Time We Spend in 2 in 1
I Miss The Time I Share My Secrets To You All Willingly
True Friendship Never Comes Twice........
Change,We Can Believe In
What Can You See From This Man?
There is many first and stories in this historical election to be told for many generations to come.But,there's this lady that particularly stood out from my mind since I heard the victory speech from our president-elect Barack Obama.Ann Nixon Cooper who was from Atlanta cast her ballot early this week,she is no different from millions of voters lining up in churches or school to make their voice heard in this election.One thing that is different for Ann Nixon Cooper is the fact she is 106 years old
She was just born after the abolishment of slavery,the time where cars are not on the road and planes aren't visible in the sky.Women can't even reached out their voice to the power and authority.People are segregrating each other by two simple factors.Our very own skin colours and a grudge towards female.It's in fact a world very much covered in darkness.
At a time when there was despair in the dust bowl and The Great Depression is across the land,an emergence of a program named A New Deal by President Franklin D. Roosevelt saved people from poverty.She was there
At a time when bombs fell on the Pearl Harbour and kamikaze threathen the world,people around the world is suffering and moaning.A generation of braves saved the world and we saw a victory in democracy.She was there
At a time when a wall in Berlin symbolize discrimination and segregation was tore down,and President Ronald Reagan gave a speech that it will remain in history as long as history books exist.She was there
At a time when the incident of 9/11 happens,thousands of americans ended the day with tears and despair,their hearts was devastated.We saw a rise of terrorism and a task for us to defeat it.She was there
And at a time,having witness so many changes the course of world history,she believes that there are still changes in the world and her last wish is to see an African-American become the leader of the oval office,the beacon of America,the President Of The United States,and she got her wish fulfilled.
How I wish I could have many years of years to come,to able to witness the change that will took place in this world.I have faith the if we people,segragate from cynism and doubt,we would able to stand together and work for that change.When there was a time,blacks are treated as slave,apartheid is being praticed in south africa.It took a freedom fighter from Johannesburgh to fight for their freedom,it took almost his whole year of life to completely defeat the practice of apartheid
I believe that American has spoken,indeed they had spoken out clearly.They need a change,a change that will indeed inherent the dreams from their forefathers and founders.Bound by two wars,constant nuclear crisis with Iran,and the worst ever financial crisis since century.Perharps Obama has a lot to do if he is gonna fix America to the way it was,but he is not alone.The nomination of a black president signifies that the country that was once divided is no more.Democracts,Republicans,Whites,Blacks,Asians,Native American,Woman,Man are all in this together.They are all on this big ark together and make no mistakes you hold the significance on which way will this ark will go.
Abraham Lincoln once said that 'We are not enemies by friends,though passion may have strained it must not break the bond of our affection.'
I'm seriously joyful about the outcome of the election and I hope he will have all the supports he need to change the world a better place,after all something just attracts me when I first knew about you 21 months ago,and you have the kind of aura flowing out from you that intrigued me.God and destiny may not brought us together and serve in the same country,but our ideals are the same.The world is quite a hard place to change if you are fighting alone,but God created many of us,so we could work together and continue to fight for what we and God believe is right.
~President Obama,maybe both of our fate failed to intertwined each other,but not our idealism.Seeing you succeed as a president will probably boost my confidence and give such comfort that I can't find anywhere else.I believe every single promise,speech and word you utter in your rallies,conventions and interviews,and I have unbreakable faith that you will fulfill what had been promised.From the first speech I heard from you through CNN,I believe you are somebody that will help America propel to next level and is inevitable you will become commander-in-chief of the most powerful country in the world.I sincerely pray for your success on recovering the economy of America and may God and the people of America be your center pillar of your life whichever important decision you made in your life.
~From Someone That Is Earning His Right To Become A People-Lawyer Just Like You
She was just born after the abolishment of slavery,the time where cars are not on the road and planes aren't visible in the sky.Women can't even reached out their voice to the power and authority.People are segregrating each other by two simple factors.Our very own skin colours and a grudge towards female.It's in fact a world very much covered in darkness.
At a time when there was despair in the dust bowl and The Great Depression is across the land,an emergence of a program named A New Deal by President Franklin D. Roosevelt saved people from poverty.She was there
At a time when bombs fell on the Pearl Harbour and kamikaze threathen the world,people around the world is suffering and moaning.A generation of braves saved the world and we saw a victory in democracy.She was there
At a time when a wall in Berlin symbolize discrimination and segregation was tore down,and President Ronald Reagan gave a speech that it will remain in history as long as history books exist.She was there
At a time when the incident of 9/11 happens,thousands of americans ended the day with tears and despair,their hearts was devastated.We saw a rise of terrorism and a task for us to defeat it.She was there
And at a time,having witness so many changes the course of world history,she believes that there are still changes in the world and her last wish is to see an African-American become the leader of the oval office,the beacon of America,the President Of The United States,and she got her wish fulfilled.
How I wish I could have many years of years to come,to able to witness the change that will took place in this world.I have faith the if we people,segragate from cynism and doubt,we would able to stand together and work for that change.When there was a time,blacks are treated as slave,apartheid is being praticed in south africa.It took a freedom fighter from Johannesburgh to fight for their freedom,it took almost his whole year of life to completely defeat the practice of apartheid
I believe that American has spoken,indeed they had spoken out clearly.They need a change,a change that will indeed inherent the dreams from their forefathers and founders.Bound by two wars,constant nuclear crisis with Iran,and the worst ever financial crisis since century.Perharps Obama has a lot to do if he is gonna fix America to the way it was,but he is not alone.The nomination of a black president signifies that the country that was once divided is no more.Democracts,Republicans,Whites,Blacks,Asians,Native American,Woman,Man are all in this together.They are all on this big ark together and make no mistakes you hold the significance on which way will this ark will go.
Abraham Lincoln once said that 'We are not enemies by friends,though passion may have strained it must not break the bond of our affection.'
I'm seriously joyful about the outcome of the election and I hope he will have all the supports he need to change the world a better place,after all something just attracts me when I first knew about you 21 months ago,and you have the kind of aura flowing out from you that intrigued me.God and destiny may not brought us together and serve in the same country,but our ideals are the same.The world is quite a hard place to change if you are fighting alone,but God created many of us,so we could work together and continue to fight for what we and God believe is right.
~President Obama,maybe both of our fate failed to intertwined each other,but not our idealism.Seeing you succeed as a president will probably boost my confidence and give such comfort that I can't find anywhere else.I believe every single promise,speech and word you utter in your rallies,conventions and interviews,and I have unbreakable faith that you will fulfill what had been promised.From the first speech I heard from you through CNN,I believe you are somebody that will help America propel to next level and is inevitable you will become commander-in-chief of the most powerful country in the world.I sincerely pray for your success on recovering the economy of America and may God and the people of America be your center pillar of your life whichever important decision you made in your life.
~From Someone That Is Earning His Right To Become A People-Lawyer Just Like You
=)
Broken Hearts,Last Goodbyes And Restless Nights
I never though I would screw something that hard till the part there were three broken hearts left to mend.I hurt a friend that is so important to me,till the part I would share anything with him.I hurt a friend which had founded a new love recently,and I crushed it with my merciless hand,and finally I hurt myself by saying what I shouldn't said yesterday
To a friend that is so important to me~
I never thought my words would have such an impact to you,nevertheless propelling you to reject your first love.I'm glad that you heed my advice,but this is not the best possible ending we three craved for.You should have let your mind be at peace for a couple of days,and seriously think about the conversation we had,and ask yourself why do you like her,why did you do all those stuffs for her and why do you had a bad fall-out with her in the end.Let your mind and God be have the final say in your heart and don't let your tongue got ahead of your mind.Lastly,I just want you to know that you will always be my most important asset in my friendship life,and thanked God for given me this kind of friendship that is incomparable to others.I would stand by your decision no matter how bad you steer it.
To a friend that her new love was crushed by me~
I'm sorry,is the only thing I could say to you in these hard times.It maybe a clause that held no meaning to you now,but it is so intense in itself that I had no words at all in my mind now but these word-SORRY.This whole day I've been searching tons and tons of excuses,trying to avoid myself from this ordeal,an excuse that would took me out of this equation,shape me till the fact that I had no part at all in this incident.But,one single reason beats all the excuses that I had thought of this whole day-I initiated the whole ordeal.If someone would asked me now,who should be the responsible party in these bad fall-out.I would make no hesitation and promptly admit my mistakes and regrets.If only I could soften my word,speak rationally instead of putting in a lot of my own personal view yesterday.I could have make the world looks better to you now,but I failed in a way that even I can't forgive myself.I'm sorry,and I promise I would make amends on my mistakes.
I never thought my words would have such an impact to you,nevertheless propelling you to reject your first love.I'm glad that you heed my advice,but this is not the best possible ending we three craved for.You should have let your mind be at peace for a couple of days,and seriously think about the conversation we had,and ask yourself why do you like her,why did you do all those stuffs for her and why do you had a bad fall-out with her in the end.Let your mind and God be have the final say in your heart and don't let your tongue got ahead of your mind.Lastly,I just want you to know that you will always be my most important asset in my friendship life,and thanked God for given me this kind of friendship that is incomparable to others.I would stand by your decision no matter how bad you steer it.
To a friend that her new love was crushed by me~
I'm sorry,is the only thing I could say to you in these hard times.It maybe a clause that held no meaning to you now,but it is so intense in itself that I had no words at all in my mind now but these word-SORRY.This whole day I've been searching tons and tons of excuses,trying to avoid myself from this ordeal,an excuse that would took me out of this equation,shape me till the fact that I had no part at all in this incident.But,one single reason beats all the excuses that I had thought of this whole day-I initiated the whole ordeal.If someone would asked me now,who should be the responsible party in these bad fall-out.I would make no hesitation and promptly admit my mistakes and regrets.If only I could soften my word,speak rationally instead of putting in a lot of my own personal view yesterday.I could have make the world looks better to you now,but I failed in a way that even I can't forgive myself.I'm sorry,and I promise I would make amends on my mistakes.
After all,I don't really deserve to love someone or be loved by someone.Right now,I don't even have the thought of revealing the truth to her.This is the most heavy damage I suffered for my own sake.A mistake that may stuck in my heart for quite a while.
~If only apologizing is simple as a red rose
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