Hikari

I wonder what LCL stands for all the time?

Why you need to share your very own existance with beings that are different with you,

So,you could just have absolute knowledge on what the person besides you are thinking.

I prefer thoughts that I created exist within my boundary only,

so I can remain what they truly think about me.

Wouldn't it be a better place to live in,

Where people would decieved by their own fictionalised fantasy.

It reminds me of a song,Beautiful World.

I kinda understand why some people prefer to be instrumented right now.

It disposes of those sadness,along with what you been hoping for.

Love Conquers All

Forever You My Girl

Forever You My World

14th of December 2009

The story continues on.

Life is easy now,but still there is something that hinders me all along.Sigh.

People change do they?

Ever since the day my mum gives birth to me,people kept changing to adapt to the situation.

Why would you conform,when you have the limitless potential to change the world.

Sorry.

I don't know I'm doing the right thing this time,
But,right now my blog is the only listening ear I could find.


Sorry for making you felt that way,
I absolutely have no ideas I could hurt that precious heart of yours.

Take care,guess we won't be seeing each other for a while,and for the time being,I will miss you.

A Kiss That I Never Wanna Miss

Life is all about giving out.The Wedding Dress still keeps playing in my head like crap.Something like paying tax,it's unavoidable.

Felt the urge to update my blog,but I'm deprived of inspiration currently.Trying to gain some sleep,but think that is such a waste of time.

Watching the video countless of times,but never failed to get bored with it.

Juggling my phone with both hands,figuring is it the right time to text you,at the same time worrying about you.

Looking at the countless people that kept passing by each day,wondering would I met you accidentally

Driving the same path over and over again,but never failed to discover new enlightenment within it.

On a completely unrelated note,going back to ipoh this thursday,but loved ones are having exams.Shuckks

Wedding Dress Plus A Bit Of Let Me Hear Your Voice,Mixtape Volume Miss You

I miss you,honestly

Cause You Should Be My Lady

Wedding Dress-Taeyang(Big Bang)

I would argue

Then you would cry

As you are struggling,I would only get stronger

My heart aches behind these shadows

My face brightens up as I see your smile.

I'm worry that you might notice my feelings,

which you already did.I get scared,

that the gap between us would widen

I hold my breath,

bite my lips.

Throwing away my phone doesn't help,

cause it's the only way I could connect to you.

Once the music ends,you would be with him forever.

I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come.
The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore

The wedding dress you once wore.

14th of November 2009.

The story continues on.

I'm Barely Holding Onto You

It's hard being left behind.I waited for Henry,not knowing where he is,wondering if he's okay.It's hard to be the one who stays.

-Clare

I know it's hard to wait,cause you might need to wait a lot more longer compare to people around you.But that's exactly what set you apart from others.The imperishable joy of seeing that plus one.That truly defines what true love is.

Enjoy the movie,it is relevant to everyone.Hate it or not,in some point of our life,we have to choose between moving on or waiting upon.What really differs between it lays on the mind of yours.

As Clare has waited her whole life,her determination breathe in new hope to my life.

Thx.

=)

She Is Falling Into History

Currently listening to Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne

I always believe words and songs are the best way to change people lives.I write endlessly,to see people around have a shot in his life,rather than conforming to the social standards.I wanted those I cared to be different,to be a positive examplatory figure which everyone would find joy in knowing them.

I serenade,to witness the joy of others.The satisfaction manifests through their smile is a mesmerizer to my heart.What matters the most is the intention of the singer.As long as they see joy in the eyes of their spectators.

I never thought this could really happen,I have to agreed time has a way of passing by.People always leave,that's why there are heartbreaks visible everywhere you go.Maybe you are still in love with him,but the fact of not comprehending each other well enough serves as a barrier between you two.He cares about you more than his own life,it is a drawback for you.Being confined by love,you felt that it is a pain.

The hand of him tried to reach you desperately,but all he sees is your shadow.It's not the undoing of you nor him,but the sin of being felt divided.

People are struggling,so do I.A small degree of hope could turn into love.Maybe that's why you two fell in love.But now,he is falling into history.Phone calls can solve nothing,begging in front of you seem meaningless.

Till a point,where people forget about the existence of your love.Pictures are the only best proof that you two indeed shared a bond together.That is history.

When the guitar is being strummed beside me,Lavigne's vocal swirling around my ears,saying that "Im define,confined by love."Sadness starting to give birth to itself again.I'm quite a emotional person,and I always relate stuffs to myself,blame me for that.To think again,being a loser in love sounds fair enough,eventualy you don't really have to take a risk or chance,fearing that you will lose that plus one of yours.I should feel more content about myself,please with what I'm having already.Rather than taking a risk without knowing its consequences,because a fading image of yours from my sight is the last thing I would want to witness.

On a completely unrelated note,I was hooked up by this song Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne.It really do describes how everyone should feel after a major collision of hearts,and somehow I found it quite relevant to people around me.Sometimes,letting go is a mean for bringing you back,and time is always the solution to something that seemingly insoluble.Each times I listen to it,it seems there is a different meaning being conveyed in my mind from this crazy beautiful song.

There's this particular verse I'm quite fond of.

I never thought that I'd say,that I don't really miss you.I lived,I breathed your breath through me.Time has a way of passing by,until I don't remember why or how to hurt for you.Love's pain has gone somewhere,and I'm finally leaving it here.

Sometimes,I think I'm a bit busybody,involving myself into your ordeal.You have the absolute right to feel mad about it,this I can't take away from you.I'm sorry,I failed to outlook your status,and I'm being too objective.

I thought about a person now,somehow.I told you,my ambition is always to take pictures of you all,post it on my blog,and make it to a song,but think I still have a long way to go.Right?S?

A world where people I care about are happy,sadness ceased to exist in them.It's a tough path.

The Most Precious Thing You Have Given Is You,Yourself.

If I can't see you, if I can't be with you.Don't you dare start getting lenient with your thoughts,because this heart belongs to you and only you..

Just something I thought of while I'm driving home,yess I tend to be more poetic and emotional when I'm alone.That's me.

Sometimes,you think of those memories you composed of so far.It is what makes you who you are.Though people will always leave,but things that we did together,went through before.The thought of missing or reminiscing is the utmost love you can offer to that one person.Though you two may break apart,but the memories are substantial,it may not have a tangible form,but its clear to you both it really did happen.

Sometimes it takes a while,or it may takes forever,but this is life.If only you could define your love towards that one person,and I told myself I'm always willing to walk that distance.

I hopped to that loser prom king's blog,and I happened to find out,despite all these self-acclaimed growth.I'm still very much behind him.He is always someone I wanted to be,admire the most,and a big brother to me.He is always that mountain I need to climb,but it seems that there is always a distance between us.

I felt satisfied,because there is always a perfect person I could sing or boast about.

Thanks again,loser.

Im gonna hit off with one of his famous quote,that very much goes relevant to what I feel now.

Love And Time Are The Best You Can Give Me.

It feels strange sometimes,even a more than a year old post never failed to inspire me.May it inspire you stalkers in making every decisive decision in your life.

=)

www.myromanticawakening.blogspot.com

To The World You Maybe The One Person,But To KC You Are The World To Him.

Much has happened these few days,especially the one hell of a night we had on saturday.That was probably one of those highlights.I love it when my boys are smiling,cause when they are happy,even how down and sad deep inside of me,there will be a shed of light that was created out of nothing to brightens my day up.I always wanted to witness a miracle,and that came in the form of them.Thank you.

People are so busy with themselves.You wake up knowing that your whole day is tight,school,work,leisure,sports,reading.Thus,we failed to keep sight on those things that are truly important.Family,friends,love.When there is time to meet each other,that two hours couldn't even compesate the days you all didnt see each other.A dinner wouldn't patched back everything.A simple phone call can't have the same effect as meeting face to face.Despite all these,we continue to be selfish.

Masking yourself to the person you fond of doesn't make it sound so nice,because it's a deception.Your loved one is living a lie,and what goes around comes around.

I'm glad I'm free of all those pressure,that is so intense till I see people breakeven from it.I'm still the me that tries to fake my way in,cram every loves one in my tiny lens,be the best of both worlds.

I felt that sometimes people around me compelled to do somethng which I don't like it.I felt like being all my best friend's wedding photographer(for free),and continue to capture smiles and dreams to strangers,and travel around the world,to meet people I'm not destined to meet,and learn Latin dance too.And after everything,capture everything in words form and published it into a book.A book that can change at least a single soul towards his/her perspective of life.

But,I being born into a chinese family,and being the only son doesn't always get what I want.You gotta study for the sake of studying,earn big bucks and live your life like how your parents live it in front of your eyes.Tragically,that's like the mentality of chinese and possibly the synopsis of my life.

Tired of elders being conservative and the so called keeping your child safe in your hands.Sometimes you gotta live out your life,suffer the mistakes you have done or did,and accept the consequence of your actions.That's the true way of growing up.A simple desire of wanted to feel free and live with those I really care seems like an eternity road for me,speaking from a person who embraces the price of freedom.They are retards.

The more I grow,the more I learn from them,the more I think your actions are unacceptable.Till a point,you are forcing me to become a replica of you.I have to live a life that constantly remind of myself who I truly are.A reckless,carefree and concern friends KC.That's me,have a problem with that,cancel me,but don't paste yourself on me.A life that you lived is the last thing I wanna see in myself.

They think their method of educating is the only way,but they failed in seeing their own child's eyes,which wanted something that is not cliche as love.Materialistic love is a fucked up way to make up with your own child.Love is accepting what your child is,and ready to compromise in whatsoever situation,not using cane strategies,and insulting them till they have to be just like you in order to have a stand in this world.Your child is not just another barbie doll of yours when you used to play when you are young,they can choose to move their right hands if you ordered to move their left.This is life,live it out or kill yourself,not everything goes in your way of living.

This post is not meant for my parents,cause they are too nice and good to be criticize.Though they have their own flaws,I will learn to deal with it,as how they had compromised my ever-lasting flaws.This is true love.

=)

My friends may seem insignificant to you,a path which you want me to avoid walking,I replied with a smile could you please get off from my life.Those are the people I want to protect and love forever.Do not ever intervene in my life till a point I will hate you.

Right now,all that matters is my old man,lovely 49 years old beauty,and my ever-lasting IPOH friends.They are the pillar of my life,and they lived inside of me.

By the way,I'm still waiting that day I will truly embrace the meaning of freedom.

I may left out most of my good friends,but you know who you are,and believe it or not that you all are as important as them.

=)

Letting Go Is A Means Of Bringing You Back

Wowooooowowowowow

Tuesday-Malaysian Studies' Final

Wednesday-Moral Studies' Final

Saturday-Finally,My Boys Are Graduating.=)

Eventful week I would said.

On a completely unrelated note,taylors' dudes are having their A2 soon.The sky will be angry wtih me if I don't ever wish them luck,or do they need any these external aids.



To Lik,Sophia,Jun Xian,Daniel Ho and Jic Key.

All the best in your exams man,fork them like how you play life,and remember to surprise me after ya exam in HELP.I will act surprise though.God bless.

XD.

Now my turn to make things right,

Fudge you Economics,

Fornicate Law.

Gonna make my effort

Fornicate Law,

To A Person That I Don't See Often

Honestly,I'm envy of you,but most of all I'm truely glad that you are doing fine.Maybe it's because of everything I want to become is resided inside that magnificent personality of yours,and it manifests through that unbelievable charisma.

Thank you dude,you cheered me up,even without saying it out loud.

Your presence already had given me a clue how should I proceed.

Whenever I got screwed by love,I would thought of how amazing you two are perserving the standards of love.You gave me a glimpse of hope,hope of loving someone without boundaries.I felt sick you know,trying to do my best to cheer everybody up.Maybe I should retired a while,and refocus on something else,and for once,to be selfish.

You are one of the reasons why I never regretted going home-schooling

Thanks,loser.haha

Nazo

As much as I hate to acknowledge it,you are already everywhere.

Dead Rose Blooms In My Backyard

With every stike of lightning ,

Comes a memory that lasts,

Not a word is left unspoken,

As the thunder starts to crash,

Maybe I should give up.

Standing out in the rain,

Need to know if it's over,

Cause I would leave you alone.

I'm flooded with all this pain,

Knowing that I'll never hold you,

Like I did before the storm.

Before The Storm-Jonas Brothers

The last and only thing I could do now is to dedicate a song that is relevant to what you are going through now.

Lines,Vines And Trying Times

You felt great sometimes,for doing something stupid,just to make the plus one grin a little bit,it doesnt matter if it's just a split-second smile.As long as it happens.

People are stuck in this reality,wrapped in a space full of other people.People constantly trying to cheer each other up,just so they know.in the end theres is still somebody beside you that cares for your existance.

What if God gives you another chance to live out your life again.Would you become what you should become,or repeat your life again to justify what you had lived is the way of life.

There's so many things I wanna get it right,but somehow I had failed to get even one correct.There are lines,vines and trying times for me.

Price Of Freedom

The price of freedom,

It's like a limitless sky.

You may have reached it,

But gravity compels you back to gravity.

I guess I really should buck up now,after another tormenting lecturing by my aunt.Its painful because it is so relevant and compatible,that I was left speechless to counter back what she utters to me.

AS,you wanna piece of me.

Then,I just dance to the rhythm.

Study hard,collect the As,and price of freedom is yours.

Sounds easy,right?

KC,guarantee.

Crash And Burn

Thesedays I'm just nt myself,tried hard to study for the sake of studying.It's not working,I felt sick sitting in front with my notes and just prefer to be alone,a place where I can see no one,and where I could feel free to do anything.

I will be more than willing to sleep through all days,go all out on a journey,step the pedal as hard as my hood could sustain,and be freed from the restriction.A place where I could call home,where worn out jeans are everywhere,and CDs are all over my desk,and pictures of my dear ones are all around me.To be precise,I want my own personal place.I felt that people around me are edging me out,till a point they compel me till a point where I have no space to breathe anymore.

As I went college,different people that I met everyday.I felt that all my principles are being put on a test.Talking about to do whatever that floats my boat,I'm more like comprising myself to be compatible with different individual's stance.I'm tired of life actually,I wished someone that fully comprehend me could just poped up right now,and we will talk till day never meets night.

Its weird sometimes.Nowadays,people are so used to the word LOVE,as they can get on to relationship with anyone in anywhere at anytime and end it like a swift.Do you really mean it when you utter those 3 special words to that angel of yours at that time,or it is sudden infatuation that force you to it.Adding on to that,or are you just afraid of being alone,and you need some company and that so called "angel" of yours just happened to be in the right place at the right time?

I believe in the divine meaning of love,and people should appreciate in this ever changing world,they are able to find someone they truly love and being love in reply.That is the one and only reason why people should be together.Instead people find grounds to escape from love,they tend to blame and hurt others,it doesnt even matter if she/he is the one you loved before.When it comes to this kind of situation,you side with yourself more than your supposingly other half,to be in love is to be selfless towards each other.I can't said that you are selfish,which almost everybody is practicing now,but you are just idiotic in KC's eyes.Your failure to prevent tears rolling out from your loved one eyes,the excruciating pain that she/he has to endure just to reveice your one text that only worth a single penny,the irresistable desire to talk to you when you are just beside him/her,and with that cold heart you possesed,replied him/her with that obnoxious face of yours.

Remember those days when you were so much in love with her,you would go as far to a point that you are willing to sacrifice everything for her,just that she could dance with you gracefully on the dancefloor named LOVE.God never gives up people who don't gives up,in the end,you finally got what you crave the most,which is her love to you.I bet you must be feeling on top of the world right at that time,the indescripable joy you possessed which failed to contained inside that little heart of yours,I bet my tears will come out when I get the chance to witness it.Those are the tears of joy,from a guy who thinks like you.

There were good times in your relationship,but sadly bad times overweighed it.You did everything you could,but she is too difficult to compromise,and situation all around you obviously was not on your side.Yes,you gave up what you wanted the most.You chose to run away from that dancefloor,a dancefloor where obviously has its potential to grow.You ran without a single explaination,nor a single world,which left spectators like us very much in question and discretion.She was left alone on that dancefloor.A dancefloor where both of you had the best times of your life.I can see she is acting,trying to be cheerful.But its an act which fails to do its job.Deep in her heart,she felt lonely,truth is that,shes wants you back on the dancefloor and contunue the flow of the story between she and you.She is still dancing hard on the dancefloor,trying to win your heart back just like what you did to win hers last time.Its a dance so beautiful and mesmerizing,but as she sway that ever dazzling body of hers,tears continue to be visible around her.As nice as the move can be,its a depressing dance.A sight which all of us are not enjoying.Tears flowing out as I was watching her.Those are tears of sadness,where I couldn't protect those that I care.

To my friends who are attached,
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect person.
It's about finding someone who makes you the best person you could be.

To my friends who are heartbroken,
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go,
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To my friends and me who are afraid to confess,
Love hurts when you breakup with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you know has no idea how you feel.

To my friends who are still holding on,
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
Only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
Let go.


I thanked most of my friends who making me become who am I now.You all made my life propel to another level and Im glad that we can become good friends,and I hoped that we will continue our journey for as long time can counts.

=)

Thanks.

Still Around

I was lying on the bed trying to get some sleep before I had this sudden ephiphany to blog.I felt like I could write until the sun come out from my sight.Well,let's hope it won't end.

The night sure doesn't goes well for me,with all the happenings lately.Somehow,I know I'm closer to the truth.A truth that is too hard to believe,and yet I choose to pursue it.

I was drunk at that time,so as everyone else,in this devil town.My eyes was half closed,and yet I see her standing,still around,hanging with her old shoes.I was relieved,to have finally see her face,but there was a slight sadness in her ever cheerful face.It was further exaggerate within my sight.Without hesitation,I stood up and tried to reach my hands to her.She replied me with a clueless look.That look was horrifying till I pull back my half-streched arm.I noticed something,she never lose sight on those old shoes.

I was hanging around till I saw L walked past me.He is the man,such confidence exhibit by him.He was holding S.S was the heart of L.They were perfect for each other and I see greatness in them.Just like L utters,deep in their heart,they know they are always meant for each other.

Cherish you two forever.SL.

Make love out of nothing,cause life is too short.

Two Worlds

I absolutely adore this song,and Tarzan and Hercules is always my favourite all time classic Disney movie.Enjoy your day,folks.

Sometime,you just need to turn back time till when you are young,when there are no rain in the sky,rainbow is 24/7.

=)

Starting Over

I realized that in life you can't always get what you want,

That's why they have songs like Meet You Halfway.

Maybe there some stages of life that you have to succumb and give up something in order to attain something far greater that you are craving now.

There were always some grounds for me to dig,especially in you.LOL,I sound so gross.Haha

Still,I spend my time thinking thinking thinking about you.

Foolish Love

I'm trying to erase your scent now,

I'm trying to forget your touch now.

Why did you have to be like that.

I can't believe it,in the end it have to come to this.



I'm trying to find my life now.

I'm trying to meet my friends now.

You obviously lied,

And like a fool,

I always thought that it was true



Can you please take away all the memories you have made,

I will take them and burn it away.

2NE1-In The Club

I think I'm really falling for you.

I can't stand this anymore.

I should have just told you when we were on the phone.

Would you offer me a chance to make my life better,

The Best Day.

I was mad with the connection in KL.With this inteference,I was unable to share the pictures from my best day to my fellow stalkers,and I just realized it had been a long time since I last blogged,prolly my life is a bit dull,I guess.

I admit I was distracted for a moment,with all the happenings and doings of my heart.Going back to ipoh with little to cheer on.But all these confusion ends within a second,when I saw you all having fun.The scene was mesmerizing,and the looks you all had upon me,it was jubilanting.As if you all are expecting me a long time.My heart was softened.Without hesitation,I went on wishing the two birthday boys.A simple thanks from them cured my heart instantly.At that split second,I thought it was like my own birthday party.

It was suppose to be a surprise birthday party for them,but it came like a thunder to my heart even though I saw it coming.I can't hide my joy but to manifest it through laughters and appreciation.I tried hard to talk to everyone,but it seems that time gave me less than I had prayed for yet the satisfaction from my heart is immeasurable.

Firstly,it was a thought from my mind,but yik and peeps made it a plan.In the end,YW and Bing propelled it to an act.Cluedos to you all for making my best day of life came true.

I had a excellent father,

I had a wonderful mother,

Sadly,life gave me no siblings.

Yet,It was always there.

With a different way.

Thanks.

And,Happy 18th Birthday To Two Of My Best Bros,Daniel Ho and Teck Nan.

~Friend Is A Person With Whom I May Be Sincere. Before Him I May Think Aloud~

Btw,details and pictures of the party is located in http://www.leannewen.blogspot.com/.

Enjoy!

You Got Me Coming Undone

She is like an angel,

Maybe it's true,

I can't live without you.

Kiss To Bid Goodbye

I don't really get it thesedays,

Maybe its me.

Gosh,blame it on the holidays.

Maybe one bad thing about holidays is that it makes you ponder on meaningless stuffs.

Still,I spend my time just fucking phunking thinking about you.

All the days I'm really missing missing missing you.

Life After You

I had this so called the most challenging task in my life of A-levels so far.Yea,the freaking mock exam of law,and to be honest I can't remember a single thing I studied just now.It only furthers demotivate me to depart from those mountain-like notes.

Well,maybe I give it a rest for today,still I have two more days left to redeem myself before the actual D-day arrives,but,tomorrow is LAN day and I have to stay till 7.Nah,screwed it laaaa.

Going back ipoh next week with the three weeks holiday,but still clueless with the freak exam?

Well,time to Big Bang I guess.

Haha!



B-I-G

BANG

Chua Chong Aun Is So Handsome

Not gonna blog about the craziest saturday I just had in my life so far.But,still there are always grounds remain for me to search,and I found two important perspective that could quite change the way I'm dealing with both friendship and love.To my surprise,the views are derived from two important quotes that I picked up from two good friends.




I went in to the shop and found lots of stuffs to buy for you,but when I saw what I'm holding now at that point of time,I told myself,this is the present I'm getting for you,and it is the reason I'm not eating rice in the following month.

-Ah Fee to Bobo(the gift is actually a gold medal for best friend in life)

Honestly what kept us from holding us together is trust,having faith and honesty.

-Bobo to yours truly in regards on how to maintain and build a strong relationship.

Well,we maybe having tough choices to make,but that's life right?Today,you all taught me how to love friends with no regrets,and I owed you all for that.



Yea,last but not least.Happy 19th Birthday to our beloved Bobo.May what you planned for go right on your course!


XD

Obssesed

Why you so obssesed with me?Boy,I wanna know.



It's because in your simplicity,I find everything that I need.



Boy,why you so obssesed with me?



Your eyes that make me gaze,your lips that make me swayed.








Take me away from all this,
I would continue to miss you,even though I know it doesn't even floats my boat.
which contradict my way of living life.

But,She Is At The Borderline

I find that most of the time,I'm saying things that contradict with my personality.







I always claim that I'm a straightforward person,but truth is that I have been hiding everything in front of you.






I told my peep I'm on the halfway,but reality is that I haven't even journey myself yet.





I told people faint heart never won fair lady,look who's talking now?





But as always,





I would cross the bridge,just you and I




I would fly to sky,for you and I

Nah,fuck off Kenn





All crap...

I'm Meeting Her Halfway

Big Boy's Toys




Jetfire Leader ClassIronhide Voyager Class



These two are my most sought after merchandise thesedays,I lost out a chance to pick up for myself the ironhide the other day.A regret that is still traumatizing me.Hopefully,this weekend i will be able to collect these two freaking sexy figures in time,and Human Alliance Sideswipe.haha.I can't afford to miss that too.







Back to life,HELP is the real deal to study.I felt that after going into college.I'm propelling both academically and spiritually.All thanks to bunch of good peeps I know in there.I just wanna said thank you to ya all,you cheered me up,make me got out from the past and most importantly, we have fun together!

Meet Me Halfway Beautiful

I spent my time just funking fucking thinking about you
Every single day yes, I'm really losing gazing missing' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, whats up, it use to be just me and you.

So I would say,can you meet me halfway.

Meet Me Halfway-Black Eyed Peas

Anybody care for a late birthday present for me,this album will works perfectly.

XD

You Got Me

Nothing brings me down,
When you're around.
It's like zero gravity.
The world just disappears when you're here,
It's zero gravity.
When things get messed up,
You lift my head up,
I get lost in the clouds.
There's no sense of time with you and I,
It's zero gravity.

Its beautiful when I'm with you,I wish those times would have last forever.Crashing the skies with you,in Zero Gravity

ILY!

Slow Rain Sends My Last Words To You

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish.

Kind Of Love,

It's Time That I RealizeThat,

There Are Some With No Home.

Not A Nickel To Loan,

Could It Be Really Me.

Pretending That They're Not Alone?

>Man In The Mirror

I'm staring the man in the mirror,telling him that you should change the way you think,to make this world a better place.There are people dying outside,a change in him can heal the world,for him and I.

Everyday I Sit And Ask Myself,

How Did Love Slip Away.

Something Whispers In My Ears And Says,

That You Are Not Alone,

I Am Here With You.

>You Are Not Alone

I saw shadows of people,walking past me.Each with endless to speak about.Someone is left stranded at the left corner,carrying its Nike bag with one hand.He seems searching for someone,so that he could find someone to relate to.He has faith people are not meant to be alone.I walked past him slowly,praying and hoping that his faith will be rewarded in some ways.

Now I believe in miracles,

And A Miracle Has Happened Tonight.

But,If You're Thinking About My Baby.

It Dont Matter

If You Are

Black Or White

>Black Or White

United we stand,divided we fell.My old man used to tell me that,we may have different religions,different languages,different coloured skin,but we all belong to one human race.The people of the earth is one big family.

From love to dance,then till saving earth.You have done a lot for our generations despite the allegations you have endure.I still think that the good side of yours always outweighs the contrary side of yours.A passing of an icon is sad,but your influence and spirit will always stayed upon the entertainment industry forever.

Rest In Peace,MJ!

Fantasy Collides With Reality

She's not eight foot four,but with seducing blond hair on the floor

Singer,Actress,Songwriter and now second-turned rapper..

What more can we expect from this lovely lady.

=)

Totally in love with her,if only she ever comes to M'sia.

Love Song For No One

This is a post dedicate to someone I care>

People are fragile,but it is not tangible.We are divide to feel for each other,care for each other,to make him or her feel that we are actually bonded in a way our eyes failed to gaze.Family is important to us,Friend that always be with us.However,it take one special person to rob away all those you care about.You feel like the world has failed you,with just moments to live on.You are totally discouraged.

You felt that you lose it all.

It seems that you already say never to him,but in truth you could never say never.You tried to hold a smile theseday,a smile so hard that I could feel it here.Still,I fake it with you.Consenting it will lead to something special.Regardless of it,our attempt came undone because of who we are.We are entity of feelings,which make you fell so deep.

When the story ends,he will be written as someone that hold dear in your life.That's your call.The same damn problem you have been bothering with,I will eradicate all of them for your sake.For your joy is the first thing I would wanna protect,and your sorrow is the last I would wanna speak of.

Picture you are the queen of everything,a world under your command.As far your eyes can see,it seem that you are nothing without him.Love comes more than that,it can build you thoroughly,or destroy you in a split second.

It takes a moment to fall in love,but there is more that meets the eyes.Your sight would failed you,cause you to see what you want to envision.Whereas,heart wouldn't go astray.Follow your heart my dear.

I was driving when I got your text.My heart was dampened by it.After all that you told me,I start to take up the pieces and try to fix it.Maybe its a process,a procedure to discover who you really are.My good ol' friend used to told me why we have only one heart,whereas we have two legs,two hands,two eyes and two ears.The other heart was given to someone else,for us to find it,and merge it back to our very own heart.I thought it was super lame at that time,until I can't stop laughing,but that's what I thought of when you told me those things.Maybe he is the one that your other heart is not belong to,that's why its difficult.

I know you hate this one,but this is where the story ends.

-The Fray

You are constantly falling in and out of love,take care of yourself my dear.I could write as much as possible,but all it take is for your heart to be submissive upon my word.Be strong,I know you can!

Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder

-William Shakespeare

You Are Better Off Yourself

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck.
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget.
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset.
Get out of my head and get off of my bed.
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that boy, the one who, throws it all away.

This guilty trip would not harm me cause I have done no wrong.

Don't Tell Me-Avril Lavigne

The song suits our scenario PERFECTLY



You were once my best damn thing,but where are you now?

Sigh

I had a unpublished post,which I'm still figuring whether I should post it.Maybe it's time to have a change,truth is that we can never be the same anymore.

If Lik was here,to crack some jokes in front of me.

If Nan was here,to tell me all the gossips and Ipoh happenings.

If San was here,to cheer me up whether I'm in good mood or bad mood.

They are all in Ipoh now and I missed all of them.Nah,I made my decision,and it stands firm from the moment I made it.

Until You

Transformer's frenzy is back again,this time it hits me even harder.I felt like spending all my money solely on Megatron And Optimus Prime.Well,If I ever cashed in those sexy toys.I would be eating honey stars in college until August.So yea,my conscience prevented me from getting those figures.Still,it's a decision I regretted.

Thesedays,I found it hard to find someone that has the same interest with me,except Lik.For example,collecting Transformer's figures.Before I know him,I thought I was the only one who is still toying and craving with figures and models.People tend to develop a kind of mentality that toys are meant for kids.Well,I would conclude them as conservative.Lucas said I have weird interest,whatever!

I need cash or to be more precise I need an OPTIMUS PRIME or MEGATRON captain class figures,with a level 4 transformation.

By the way,don't get me Bumblebee and Fallen,I owned it already.(This statement is reserved to mum and dad,if they ever visit my blog.)


Toddles~


It Feels Like Nobody Ever Knew Me,Until You Knew Me,
It Feels Like Nobody Ever Love Me,Until You Love Me,
It Feels Like Nobody Ever Touch Me,Until You Touch Me,
Baby,There's Nobody,Until You

Until You-Shayne Ward

Monochrome World

Its the truth if I say you are my eternal lover,
everything in the past is like never fading aways.
Never knew that love could come and go just like that,
waiting for you day and night in my dreams.
Summer flow in the night, take a flight and glow,
That's forever love




Only you are missing,
the world is so colourless now.
The depth of the damage is beyond definition,
those lips of the day are still warm in my cheek.
But even if I'm keep remembering them,
I'm at loss at what I supposed to do.






Star,Light............Heaven

She Can't Sees The Smiles I'm Faking

I have been fighting,screaming and kissing in the rain,and that's the way I love you.

Why do I have these strange feelings of falling in love again,the emptiness of missing someone,the sorrow of not seeing her.

I failed to comprehend all that,perharps love already put its hand on my shoulder,again.

If she only ever sees me as a different person..

I stoned at my table for a moment,with my worn out jeans,a staint of Baskin Robins is still stuck there.Resting my head on my palm,trying to recap what had happenned these past few months.Immediately,my attention was distracted by swaying flowers beside the door.When was the day I used to appreciate these tiny little things that always succeed in cheering me up.I started to think again.

Fight For Love

Cause I cant keep on,
feeling the way I do
I cant keep on,
Hiding my heart from you
I gotta say something before
Someone else comes through
I cant keep on

Loving you, from a distance

Can't Keep On Loving You(From A Distance)-Elliott Yamin

There is more than just waiting for you,my girl