I don't know I'm doing the right thing this time,
But,right now my blog is the only listening ear I could find.
Sorry for making you felt that way,
I absolutely have no ideas I could hurt that precious heart of yours.
Take care,guess we won't be seeing each other for a while,and for the time being,I will miss you.
A Kiss That I Never Wanna Miss
Life is all about giving out.The Wedding Dress still keeps playing in my head like crap.Something like paying tax,it's unavoidable.
Felt the urge to update my blog,but I'm deprived of inspiration currently.Trying to gain some sleep,but think that is such a waste of time.
Watching the video countless of times,but never failed to get bored with it.
Juggling my phone with both hands,figuring is it the right time to text you,at the same time worrying about you.
Looking at the countless people that kept passing by each day,wondering would I met you accidentally
Driving the same path over and over again,but never failed to discover new enlightenment within it.
On a completely unrelated note,going back to ipoh this thursday,but loved ones are having exams.Shuckks
Cause You Should Be My Lady
Wedding Dress-Taeyang(Big Bang)
I would argue
Then you would cry
As you are struggling,I would only get stronger
My heart aches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile.
I'm worry that you might notice my feelings,
which you already did.I get scared,
that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath,
bite my lips.
Throwing away my phone doesn't help,
cause it's the only way I could connect to you.
Once the music ends,you would be with him forever.
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come.
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore.
14th of November 2009.
The story continues on.
I'm Barely Holding Onto You
It's hard being left behind.I waited for Henry,not knowing where he is,wondering if he's okay.It's hard to be the one who stays.
-Clare
I know it's hard to wait,cause you might need to wait a lot more longer compare to people around you.But that's exactly what set you apart from others.The imperishable joy of seeing that plus one.That truly defines what true love is.
Enjoy the movie,it is relevant to everyone.Hate it or not,in some point of our life,we have to choose between moving on or waiting upon.What really differs between it lays on the mind of yours.
As Clare has waited her whole life,her determination breathe in new hope to my life.
Thx.
=)
She Is Falling Into History
Currently listening to Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne
I always believe words and songs are the best way to change people lives.I write endlessly,to see people around have a shot in his life,rather than conforming to the social standards.I wanted those I cared to be different,to be a positive examplatory figure which everyone would find joy in knowing them.
I serenade,to witness the joy of others.The satisfaction manifests through their smile is a mesmerizer to my heart.What matters the most is the intention of the singer.As long as they see joy in the eyes of their spectators.
I never thought this could really happen,I have to agreed time has a way of passing by.People always leave,that's why there are heartbreaks visible everywhere you go.Maybe you are still in love with him,but the fact of not comprehending each other well enough serves as a barrier between you two.He cares about you more than his own life,it is a drawback for you.Being confined by love,you felt that it is a pain.
The hand of him tried to reach you desperately,but all he sees is your shadow.It's not the undoing of you nor him,but the sin of being felt divided.
People are struggling,so do I.A small degree of hope could turn into love.Maybe that's why you two fell in love.But now,he is falling into history.Phone calls can solve nothing,begging in front of you seem meaningless.
Till a point,where people forget about the existence of your love.Pictures are the only best proof that you two indeed shared a bond together.That is history.
When the guitar is being strummed beside me,Lavigne's vocal swirling around my ears,saying that "Im define,confined by love."Sadness starting to give birth to itself again.I'm quite a emotional person,and I always relate stuffs to myself,blame me for that.To think again,being a loser in love sounds fair enough,eventualy you don't really have to take a risk or chance,fearing that you will lose that plus one of yours.I should feel more content about myself,please with what I'm having already.Rather than taking a risk without knowing its consequences,because a fading image of yours from my sight is the last thing I would want to witness.
On a completely unrelated note,I was hooked up by this song Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne.It really do describes how everyone should feel after a major collision of hearts,and somehow I found it quite relevant to people around me.Sometimes,letting go is a mean for bringing you back,and time is always the solution to something that seemingly insoluble.Each times I listen to it,it seems there is a different meaning being conveyed in my mind from this crazy beautiful song.
There's this particular verse I'm quite fond of.
I never thought that I'd say,that I don't really miss you.I lived,I breathed your breath through me.Time has a way of passing by,until I don't remember why or how to hurt for you.Love's pain has gone somewhere,and I'm finally leaving it here.
Sometimes,I think I'm a bit busybody,involving myself into your ordeal.You have the absolute right to feel mad about it,this I can't take away from you.I'm sorry,I failed to outlook your status,and I'm being too objective.
I thought about a person now,somehow.I told you,my ambition is always to take pictures of you all,post it on my blog,and make it to a song,but think I still have a long way to go.Right?S?
A world where people I care about are happy,sadness ceased to exist in them.It's a tough path.
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