Cause You Should Be My Lady
Wedding Dress-Taeyang(Big Bang)
I would argue
Then you would cry
As you are struggling,I would only get stronger
My heart aches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile.
I'm worry that you might notice my feelings,
which you already did.I get scared,
that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath,
bite my lips.
Throwing away my phone doesn't help,
cause it's the only way I could connect to you.
Once the music ends,you would be with him forever.
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come.
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore.
14th of November 2009.
The story continues on.
I'm Barely Holding Onto You
It's hard being left behind.I waited for Henry,not knowing where he is,wondering if he's okay.It's hard to be the one who stays.
-Clare
I know it's hard to wait,cause you might need to wait a lot more longer compare to people around you.But that's exactly what set you apart from others.The imperishable joy of seeing that plus one.That truly defines what true love is.
Enjoy the movie,it is relevant to everyone.Hate it or not,in some point of our life,we have to choose between moving on or waiting upon.What really differs between it lays on the mind of yours.
As Clare has waited her whole life,her determination breathe in new hope to my life.
Thx.
=)
She Is Falling Into History
Currently listening to Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne
I always believe words and songs are the best way to change people lives.I write endlessly,to see people around have a shot in his life,rather than conforming to the social standards.I wanted those I cared to be different,to be a positive examplatory figure which everyone would find joy in knowing them.
I serenade,to witness the joy of others.The satisfaction manifests through their smile is a mesmerizer to my heart.What matters the most is the intention of the singer.As long as they see joy in the eyes of their spectators.
I never thought this could really happen,I have to agreed time has a way of passing by.People always leave,that's why there are heartbreaks visible everywhere you go.Maybe you are still in love with him,but the fact of not comprehending each other well enough serves as a barrier between you two.He cares about you more than his own life,it is a drawback for you.Being confined by love,you felt that it is a pain.
The hand of him tried to reach you desperately,but all he sees is your shadow.It's not the undoing of you nor him,but the sin of being felt divided.
People are struggling,so do I.A small degree of hope could turn into love.Maybe that's why you two fell in love.But now,he is falling into history.Phone calls can solve nothing,begging in front of you seem meaningless.
Till a point,where people forget about the existence of your love.Pictures are the only best proof that you two indeed shared a bond together.That is history.
When the guitar is being strummed beside me,Lavigne's vocal swirling around my ears,saying that "Im define,confined by love."Sadness starting to give birth to itself again.I'm quite a emotional person,and I always relate stuffs to myself,blame me for that.To think again,being a loser in love sounds fair enough,eventualy you don't really have to take a risk or chance,fearing that you will lose that plus one of yours.I should feel more content about myself,please with what I'm having already.Rather than taking a risk without knowing its consequences,because a fading image of yours from my sight is the last thing I would want to witness.
On a completely unrelated note,I was hooked up by this song Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne.It really do describes how everyone should feel after a major collision of hearts,and somehow I found it quite relevant to people around me.Sometimes,letting go is a mean for bringing you back,and time is always the solution to something that seemingly insoluble.Each times I listen to it,it seems there is a different meaning being conveyed in my mind from this crazy beautiful song.
There's this particular verse I'm quite fond of.
I never thought that I'd say,that I don't really miss you.I lived,I breathed your breath through me.Time has a way of passing by,until I don't remember why or how to hurt for you.Love's pain has gone somewhere,and I'm finally leaving it here.
Sometimes,I think I'm a bit busybody,involving myself into your ordeal.You have the absolute right to feel mad about it,this I can't take away from you.I'm sorry,I failed to outlook your status,and I'm being too objective.
I thought about a person now,somehow.I told you,my ambition is always to take pictures of you all,post it on my blog,and make it to a song,but think I still have a long way to go.Right?S?
A world where people I care about are happy,sadness ceased to exist in them.It's a tough path.
The Most Precious Thing You Have Given Is You,Yourself.
If I can't see you, if I can't be with you.Don't you dare start getting lenient with your thoughts,because this heart belongs to you and only you..
Just something I thought of while I'm driving home,yess I tend to be more poetic and emotional when I'm alone.That's me.
Sometimes,you think of those memories you composed of so far.It is what makes you who you are.Though people will always leave,but things that we did together,went through before.The thought of missing or reminiscing is the utmost love you can offer to that one person.Though you two may break apart,but the memories are substantial,it may not have a tangible form,but its clear to you both it really did happen.
Sometimes it takes a while,or it may takes forever,but this is life.If only you could define your love towards that one person,and I told myself I'm always willing to walk that distance.
I hopped to that loser prom king's blog,and I happened to find out,despite all these self-acclaimed growth.I'm still very much behind him.He is always someone I wanted to be,admire the most,and a big brother to me.He is always that mountain I need to climb,but it seems that there is always a distance between us.
I felt satisfied,because there is always a perfect person I could sing or boast about.
Thanks again,loser.
Im gonna hit off with one of his famous quote,that very much goes relevant to what I feel now.
Love And Time Are The Best You Can Give Me.
It feels strange sometimes,even a more than a year old post never failed to inspire me.May it inspire you stalkers in making every decisive decision in your life.
=)
To The World You Maybe The One Person,But To KC You Are The World To Him.
Much has happened these few days,especially the one hell of a night we had on saturday.That was probably one of those highlights.I love it when my boys are smiling,cause when they are happy,even how down and sad deep inside of me,there will be a shed of light that was created out of nothing to brightens my day up.I always wanted to witness a miracle,and that came in the form of them.Thank you.
People are so busy with themselves.You wake up knowing that your whole day is tight,school,work,leisure,sports,reading.Thus,we failed to keep sight on those things that are truly important.Family,friends,love.When there is time to meet each other,that two hours couldn't even compesate the days you all didnt see each other.A dinner wouldn't patched back everything.A simple phone call can't have the same effect as meeting face to face.Despite all these,we continue to be selfish.
Masking yourself to the person you fond of doesn't make it sound so nice,because it's a deception.Your loved one is living a lie,and what goes around comes around.
I'm glad I'm free of all those pressure,that is so intense till I see people breakeven from it.I'm still the me that tries to fake my way in,cram every loves one in my tiny lens,be the best of both worlds.
I felt that sometimes people around me compelled to do somethng which I don't like it.I felt like being all my best friend's wedding photographer(for free),and continue to capture smiles and dreams to strangers,and travel around the world,to meet people I'm not destined to meet,and learn Latin dance too.And after everything,capture everything in words form and published it into a book.A book that can change at least a single soul towards his/her perspective of life.
But,I being born into a chinese family,and being the only son doesn't always get what I want.You gotta study for the sake of studying,earn big bucks and live your life like how your parents live it in front of your eyes.Tragically,that's like the mentality of chinese and possibly the synopsis of my life.
Tired of elders being conservative and the so called keeping your child safe in your hands.Sometimes you gotta live out your life,suffer the mistakes you have done or did,and accept the consequence of your actions.That's the true way of growing up.A simple desire of wanted to feel free and live with those I really care seems like an eternity road for me,speaking from a person who embraces the price of freedom.They are retards.
The more I grow,the more I learn from them,the more I think your actions are unacceptable.Till a point,you are forcing me to become a replica of you.I have to live a life that constantly remind of myself who I truly are.A reckless,carefree and concern friends KC.That's me,have a problem with that,cancel me,but don't paste yourself on me.A life that you lived is the last thing I wanna see in myself.
They think their method of educating is the only way,but they failed in seeing their own child's eyes,which wanted something that is not cliche as love.Materialistic love is a fucked up way to make up with your own child.Love is accepting what your child is,and ready to compromise in whatsoever situation,not using cane strategies,and insulting them till they have to be just like you in order to have a stand in this world.Your child is not just another barbie doll of yours when you used to play when you are young,they can choose to move their right hands if you ordered to move their left.This is life,live it out or kill yourself,not everything goes in your way of living.
This post is not meant for my parents,cause they are too nice and good to be criticize.Though they have their own flaws,I will learn to deal with it,as how they had compromised my ever-lasting flaws.This is true love.
=)
My friends may seem insignificant to you,a path which you want me to avoid walking,I replied with a smile could you please get off from my life.Those are the people I want to protect and love forever.Do not ever intervene in my life till a point I will hate you.
Right now,all that matters is my old man,lovely 49 years old beauty,and my ever-lasting IPOH friends.They are the pillar of my life,and they lived inside of me.
By the way,I'm still waiting that day I will truly embrace the meaning of freedom.
I may left out most of my good friends,but you know who you are,and believe it or not that you all are as important as them.
=)
Letting Go Is A Means Of Bringing You Back
Wowooooowowowowow
Tuesday-Malaysian Studies' Final
Wednesday-Moral Studies' Final
Saturday-Finally,My Boys Are Graduating.=)
Eventful week I would said.
On a completely unrelated note,taylors' dudes are having their A2 soon.The sky will be angry wtih me if I don't ever wish them luck,or do they need any these external aids.
To Lik,Sophia,Jun Xian,Daniel Ho and Jic Key.
All the best in your exams man,fork them like how you play life,and remember to surprise me after ya exam in HELP.I will act surprise though.God bless.
XD.
Now my turn to make things right,
Fudge you Economics,
Fornicate Law.
Gonna make my effort
Fornicate Law,
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