You Don't Even Know

I promise you I will be fine,just a little bit longer.....









Days Without Your Love

First Day

While I was driving to work,I heard our song.The song that intrigues my heart with such a permanent effect.The more I think about you,the more guilt will be built upon my heart.Sometimes,I felt like a time bomb.I need someone that truly understands my situation..

I know the love is difficult,but is real

How can I move one while I'm still in love with you

when the song is saying that Dad says' keep away from Juliet.' I think it is an implication showing that despite the difficulties,we will still be together.Do we have what it takes to make it out.

After all,I don't just want to be with you at our eighteens,I wanna stay in love with you till our eighties.

I may seem playful,a guy who is not any better than your ex.I hide so many things from you,but what I pen now is all from the heart.May you catch the glimpse of it,but love me for someone who can't even open the door and pave a way for the girl he loves,

I would always be with you.......

How Can I Move On If I'm Still In Love With You

I was in a stoned mood,lying on the bed when you told me our relationship is an issue that was dealt long time ago-

I was in a shocked mood when you appear in front of me,you come to here just to witness my graduation-

I'm sorry for saying something that I can't take it back,sorry for letting your soft fragile heart got disturbed by my foolish act and sorry for everything th
at I did to hurt the dearest girl I ever loved.

You are the world to me,seeing you today just comforts me,but I know deep in my soul,we were segregated by an invisible wall.Though pictures can move us as close as possible,but still I felt a distance between you and me that is beyond my reach.

But,I never been so sure of myself like tonight,I never have a state of mind that is so clear like now.I know those messages that popped up to you is not mere words,nor mere sentences.It contain something that is of real and substantial.I like you since the first day I ever saw you,and it never change even I moved to KL to further my studies,even until the day I graduate.

You are the last person that I ever gonna hurt,but I saw sadness in your eyes today,Obviously,you are disturbed by the conversation we had yesterday,I hate myself for being the one to make you feel uncomfortable,so much of promises that I would be by your side always.

You are the only one I don't wanna lose now,but if the path hurts you in the process,I would give up everything in order to extinguish the sadness of yours.

Till now,I still can't believe I would hurt you by saying something
that honest and stuck in my heart for a long time.I would lie to you rather than telling you the truth.

While I was talking to Daniel in the car after the graduation,digesting everything that happened so speedily.I realized I was so stubborn with you,and I should be satisfied the fact we are bestsies for life.I admit to Daniel that the lust of your love is the main reas
on and never take into account that what you really want,I fail as somebody that really likes you and cares about what you feel.I dropped some tears that had been long gone.I was holding onto a hairband tightly I found in my car and my tears dropped onto it.Before I could finish talking with Daniel,I realize that the hairband is all wet now.Seeing the fact that the hairband contains my tears,I tight into a wrist-band like and put it on.I told Daniel what happen today is something I would never forget in my life.I was being brought to a point where I get to taste the fullest extent of joy,and I was being pulled back into reality by my self-conscious and knowing the truth always hurts.This wristband shall be a resemblance of my love towards she.The wristband would never be without my right hand until the day where I finally met my destined one, This also serves as a reminder to never hurt the one I loved with the purpose of fulflling my own greed.

This song is truly dedicate to you,and I would always be the one by your side just like you be by my side when I'm having one of my bestest nights.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Chorus 2x

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
-I'm sorry,Emily.If only we could break all the boundaries.I will be the man who can't be moved just for you.

All People Want Is Someone To Listen

Four People

Four Souls

Four Mindsets

One Bondage

Thanks guys,ya all the best.All the way from Ipoh just add on to that already brilliant night.





P.S.-Seeing you two kinda together again,makes me feel better.If ever anything happen to you two,I don't mind doing it again.LOL.
-Jokes aside,I hope you two will really appreciate each other no matter how long distance you two are gonna venture into..Good luck.=)

Priceless Moments




Before This Glorious Day Comes To An End, Let Me Dedicate It To Jocelyn Tiong May Yen,
Thanks Butts,Happy Sweet Sixteen Yea.


(Since You Like Pink That Much).=)





>Take Care My Dear Friend...

Love You Till The End

To My Dearest Emily,


Kimi To Boku To 'Sakura Biyori

I'm Already Missing You



Baby,I Wanna See You Now...............

Serenade To You

Best Thing About Tonight Is That We Not Fighting

I Miss The Time When We Are Shouting At The Idiot Box

I Miss The Time When We Tease About Nan's Girlfriend

I Miss The Time When We Are Fighting About Which Is The Best Team In EPL

I Miss The Time We Spend in 2 in 1

I Miss The Time I Share My Secrets To You All Willingly

True Friendship Never Comes Twice........

Change,We Can Believe In


What Can You See From This Man?

There is many first and stories in this historical election to be told for many generations to come.But,there's this lady that particularly stood out from my mind since I heard the victory speech from our president-elect Barack Obama.Ann Nixon Cooper who was from Atlanta cast her ballot early this week,she is no different from millions of voters lining up in churches or school to make their voice heard in this election.One thing that is different for Ann Nixon Cooper is the fact she is 106 years old

She was just born after the abolishment of slavery,the time where cars are not on the road and planes aren't visible in the sky.Women can't even reached out their voice to the power and authority.People are segregrating each other by two simple factors.Our very own skin colours and a grudge towards female.It's in fact a world very much covered in darkness.

At a time when there was despair in the dust bowl and The Great Depression is across the land,an emergence of a program named A New Deal by President Franklin D. Roosevelt saved people from poverty.She was there

At a time when bombs fell on the Pearl Harbour and kamikaze threathen the world,people around the world is suffering and moaning.A generation of braves saved the world and we saw a victory in democracy.She was there

At a time when a wall in Berlin symbolize discrimination and segregation was tore down,and President Ronald Reagan gave a speech that it will remain in history as long as history books exist.She was there

At a time when the incident of 9/11 happens,thousands of americans ended the day with tears and despair,their hearts was devastated.We saw a rise of terrorism and a task for us to defeat it.She was there

And at a time,having witness so many changes the course of world history,she believes that there are still changes in the world and her last wish is to see an African-American become the leader of the oval office,the beacon of America,the President Of The United States,and she got her wish fulfilled.

How I wish I could have many years of years to come,to able to witness the change that will took place in this world.I have faith the if we people,segragate from cynism and doubt,we would able to stand together and work for that change.When there was a time,blacks are treated as slave,apartheid is being praticed in south africa.It took a freedom fighter from Johannesburgh to fight for their freedom,it took almost his whole year of life to completely defeat the practice of apartheid

I believe that American has spoken,indeed they had spoken out clearly.They need a change,a change that will indeed inherent the dreams from their forefathers and founders.Bound by two wars,constant nuclear crisis with Iran,and the worst ever financial crisis since century.Perharps Obama has a lot to do if he is gonna fix America to the way it was,but he is not alone.The nomination of a black president signifies that the country that was once divided is no more.Democracts,Republicans,Whites,Blacks,Asians,Native American,Woman,Man are all in this together.They are all on this big ark together and make no mistakes you hold the significance on which way will this ark will go.

Abraham Lincoln once said that 'We are not enemies by friends,though passion may have strained it must not break the bond of our affection.'

I'm seriously joyful about the outcome of the election and I hope he will have all the supports he need to change the world a better place,after all something just attracts me when I first knew about you 21 months ago,and you have the kind of aura flowing out from you that intrigued me.God and destiny may not brought us together and serve in the same country,but our ideals are the same.The world is quite a hard place to change if you are fighting alone,but God created many of us,so we could work together and continue to fight for what we and God believe is right.

~President Obama,maybe both of our fate failed to intertwined each other,but not our idealism.Seeing you succeed as a president will probably boost my confidence and give such comfort that I can't find anywhere else.I believe every single promise,speech and word you utter in your rallies,conventions and interviews,and I have unbreakable faith that you will fulfill what had been promised.From the first speech I heard from you through CNN,I believe you are somebody that will help America propel to next level and is inevitable you will become commander-in-chief of the most powerful country in the world.I sincerely pray for your success on recovering the economy of America and may God and the people of America be your center pillar of your life whichever important decision you made in your life.




~From Someone That Is Earning His Right To Become A People-Lawyer Just Like You


=)

Broken Hearts,Last Goodbyes And Restless Nights


I never though I would screw something that hard till the part there were three broken hearts left to mend.I hurt a friend that is so important to me,till the part I would share anything with him.I hurt a friend which had founded a new love recently,and I crushed it with my merciless hand,and finally I hurt myself by saying what I shouldn't said yesterday

To a friend that is so important to me~
I never thought my words would have such an impact to you,nevertheless propelling you to reject your first love.I'm glad that you heed my advice,but this is not the best possible ending we three craved for.You should have let your mind be at peace for a couple of days,and seriously think about the conversation we had,and ask yourself why do you like her,why did you do all those stuffs for her and why do you had a bad fall-out with her in the end.Let your mind and God be have the final say in your heart and don't let your tongue got ahead of your mind.Lastly,I just want you to know that you will always be my most important asset in my friendship life,and thanked God for given me this kind of friendship that is incomparable to others.I would stand by your decision no matter how bad you steer it.

To a friend that her new love was crushed by me~
I'm sorry,is the only thing I could say to you in these hard times.It maybe a clause that held no meaning to you now,but it is so intense in itself that I had no words at all in my mind now but these word-SORRY.This whole day I've been searching tons and tons of excuses,trying to avoid myself from this ordeal,an excuse that would took me out of this equation,shape me till the fact that I had no part at all in this incident.But,one single reason beats all the excuses that I had thought of this whole day-I initiated the whole ordeal.If someone would asked me now,who should be the responsible party in these bad fall-out.I would make no hesitation and promptly admit my mistakes and regrets.If only I could soften my word,speak rationally instead of putting in a lot of my own personal view yesterday.I could have make the world looks better to you now,but I failed in a way that even I can't forgive myself.I'm sorry,and I promise I would make amends on my mistakes.

After all,I don't really deserve to love someone or be loved by someone.Right now,I don't even have the thought of revealing the truth to her.This is the most heavy damage I suffered for my own sake.A mistake that may stuck in my heart for quite a while.

~If only apologizing is simple as a red rose

Iris


~A Path Of Distraction~




~With Stones And Redemption Ahead





~When Can I Find My Ray Of Light In The Darkness~


The Way You Look Tonight

Don't Wanna Try-Frankie J

'Maybe is because you have everything else,but she's the only thing that you cannot get?That's why you love her?'







Love aside,I haven't been myself lately until I went out today.I had a great time with my peep,and she's one hell of a comforter.Though,we knew each other for a short while,she seems to know every single details about me and what I trying to convey in our conversation.Till the fact that I was made to believe she is a mind reader,GROSS..Maybe the sole reason you were there is to make me better.Thanks partner in crime,by the way you are one of us now homie!

Cluedos to you

=)

-The wonder is Hillary Duff is the third sexiest women for 2008.Oh wells,at least they didn't put Miley Cyrus.LOL.Sorrryyyy Deepan..XD

-Liverpool finally have their best chance of ending their EPL draught since 1990.Even though is quarter of the season,but I'm real satisfied what Liverpool had done so far already.

-Dad and Mum is finally coming to KL.I wanna have a good ol' beer time with my beloved daddy.

-Topman frenzy is still running through my veins,and I'm totally in love with their tight collars.If money grow on trees..

-My school bag is crushed,yess totally crushed.Anybody have the generosity to buy me a new bag,I saw PULL AND BEAR have good ones!

-Aww shyt,I want my first Armani Shades.

-Purity ring is just so hard to find

-What!Buffet for everyone in Hilton Hotel if I ever date for the coming six years.What got into them man!

-I think I'm spoilt in Daniel eyes.

-Awards night is just around the corner,screw that she is not coming.

-3 more books to go before I end my high-school life.Pheww,is such a long journey.

-A-levels in Taylors rocks in my eyes.

-Law is such a hard subject,look what Justin is enduring now.Care for a course change?

-High School Musical 3 rocks in Lucas' eyes...Haha

-Obama is so gonna win this election.(FYI,I'm a great supporter of Obama and the democratic party)

-I felt that I'm putting my 1000D into good use.I'm starting to grow as a rookie photographer.At least one photo of mine got recognized by Zane!haha

As you can see,is just some random fact of mine.The truth is I'm too tired to write my recent happenings.Forgive me my faithful reader,and if you all have the time to spare,do drop by and chat with Kenneth.Kenneth feels that his chatbox so lonely laa,only Sista-In-Law come and chat with me him only..

Just a last fact before I finish penning,Kenneth newest addiction-

If You Want Me,
I Must Be Doing Something Right.
I Got Nothing Left To Prove,
And It's All Because Of You.
So If You Need Me,
And Baby I Make You Feel Alive,
I Know I Must Be Doing,
Doing Something Right.



Baby girl,am I doing something right by telling you how I feel all along.I don't even know whether my love toward you is real or just an infatuation?

Take My Hand


-Can I Have This Dance-



Take my hand

Take a breathe
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide

Now wont you promise me
That youll never forget
To keep dancing wherever we go next

[Refrain]
Its like catching lightning
The chances of finding
Someone like you
Its one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

Take my hand
Ill take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me
To be afraid
Afraid to fall
You know Ill catch you through it all

Even a thousand miles
Cant keep us apart
Cause my heart
Is wherever you are

[Refrain]
Oh
No mountains too high enough
Oceans too wide
Because together or not
Our dance wont stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know that I believe
That we were meant to be

[Refrain]
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

The flower and You is as mesmerizing as ever.

You Are Like The Holy Water,Washing Over Me.

For some unknown reasons, I just can't take my eyes off you.

When you told me you still have feelings with your ex,my heart was devastated.But,there was a
slight happiness in my heart because you are willing to share your ordeal with me.

I don't wanna be someone that is only just your friend,I wanna stayed by your side forever as
someone you could count on eternally.

Your love is the silver linings of my cloud,when will it make its presence felt?

I could only pray to God our friendship would slowly evolve into an element that everybody around the world cherish.

As The Morning Suns Begin To Rise,We Are In The Threshold Of Eternity


Ever people said kisses is important,especially towards the one you cherish

For Nan and Bing
-Aiyo dude,I am jealous of you having a gorgeous,pretty and family-loving girlfriend.May you two become the living example where we could look upon,appreciate each other as day goes by and love one another like there's no tomorrow!


=)


P.S.-I can see Nan's evil laugh while he is kissing her,what got into him man?!?



=)



Oh yea,I nearly forget about the another sweet loving duo too..Oppps,did I said something wrong back there,haha.let's hope they will be always be happy and may they would allow God to pave a way into their hearts and be the pillar of their decision..No matter what happens,you two are still my homie,though I only know the girl for just a couple of days.




=)




Guess if you all have the time to spare

The wonder is who's brilliant smile enchanted and summed up Daniel's rest of the day?



Kenn-Party Poopers,I must be hated by them now..LOL


Run Baby Run

Well at least I still remembered my blog password..=)

Sorry faithful peeps,I'm really not into the blogging mood these days.Somehow,my life is boring because I don't have any themes or ideas on what to blog.I came to remind you all I'm still very much alive and tonight my blogging mood somehow got ignited while I was showering just now.So,let's don't stop here,I shall bring you and skim through my latest happenings.

-Liverpool totally owns City from top to bottom yesterday,with Torres brilliant brace and Kuyt last minute winner.Okay,continue with this we will be champion for sure!=)

-I'm officially back to school!!If my memory serves me correctly,school is not like this when my last stay here.Oh wells,this is my last month of school before my well deserved college life that I've been craving days and nights,so why not make it a perfect last month of school!

-Last week was a blast,I'm finally reunited with my Ipoh Malis for such a long time.In the meantime,there was always something left for me to pick up there.Memories,lesson,gifts,everything in anywhere!=)

-I started a diary last week,the main reason I lack of the mood to blog.Anymore details about the secret diary could be answered by me,personally..=)

That sums up about my encounter lately.Will be back with more interesting posts,looking forward to Wednesday,second day of my last-month school.Take care peeps,have a great week ahead!

See ya!

May God Has Grace Upon M'sia

Tomorrow,we as malaysians might be witnessing something that would change our life forever.I as a undergraduate in high school would have something to share with fellow malaysians.

I'm not an advocate to any political parties.All I want is no more political allegations,racist remarks or anything that possibly hurt the bondage between m'sians.I'm truly grateful that what this country had offered and given me and I'm proud to said that I'm a Malaysian,but I'm sickened by the lust of power and the dirty tactics held by the powerful men and women in this country..With power comes with great responsibility,did they even consider fully ultilize their powers and government-given rights to serve their people,propel m'sia to the next stage,or is just trying to make themself loaded and had power over other people

All m'sia need now is peace.Peace that will keep citizens in check,harmony that will strengthen the bond of each citizens.They need no another new government to have a truly peaceful country..If everyone would have the thinking of having people first,then only themself..M'sia would be a better place by now..

If is God's will that M'sia should need a change of government,then I promptly stand by God's side and pray that everything will work out in His way






Kenn~confused

There Is Only One Winner

Liverpool Vs Manchester United
Anfield
7.45 P.M.
Torres Vs Ferdinand
Gerrard Against Rooney
Reina Vs Berbatov
Catch it live all on ESPN
P.S.-Go Liverpool,Ya the best

Tagged by Sista-In-Law

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1)Are you allowed to have a GF/BF
Of course I'm allowed to,I'm 18 this year!

2)Describe yourself in one word
Irresolute

3)Who would you pick,someone who really loves you,or the one you love?
What's the point of getting someone you don't like at all.Then,it's not love after all...

4)Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her
Before,yes.Currently,yes too..

5)Does it feel good to love
Hell yea,if you get the chance to be with the *special someone*

6)What's the best thing to do with the one you love
Get on my Civic and drove her to a romantic restaurant..

7)What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you
Fine!Have it your way then...

8)Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone
Nope,love has it's own way of reaching my heart

9)Have you ever loved two person at once
Yess

10)What you say to playboys/playgirls
Cool man!Since when you get so good on this shitt...=)


P.S.-Aiyo,sista-in-law,Why tag kamu so many lovey-dovey punya.=D

As The Starlit Sky Begins To Shine,We Are Breaking Down

What's the problem of falling so hard;
I love you more than the stars in the sky,
more than the air you breathe in,
more than anything else you could ever imagine.

What's the point of finding your Mrs Right;
Where you don't even know She's the right one for you,
Mrs Right or Mrs Right Now.

If She's the one;
Are you capable of being with her ever after,
Hold her hands tightly whenever you see each other,
Treat her like your better half,
Blend in her emotions and feelings,
Like two souls living in a single embodiment.







Like she said,I'm not her white charming prince after all

First Thing,Last Thing

Life is not life unless you really decided what you gonna do upon your life.After a few days of thoughtful thinking,I kinda decided to take up A-levels..I haven't really discussed it with Aunt Steph yet,but I'm sure she will give me the fullest support I wanted to.After all,it is what I really dreamt of and A-levels is basically a must if I wanna further my studies as a lawyer in UK.I had my attention on the Taylor's Cambridge A-levels in Sri Hertamas,it is quite attractive in terms of the teachings and the activities they provide.Furthermore,the location of the campus provide a soothing environment to the students.The downfall would be the distance between my place and the campus,it is quite far in my opinion and I don't intend to drive to the campus everyday due to the costly parking fee...

Anyways,I will be visiting KDU tomorrow for further infomation on the A-levels they provide.KDU is not really my first-choice college,but because is really near my place,I think I have a go on that..Man,God knows where I wanna study at..Fellow reader,Feel free to leave any comment if you have a better idea where should I go?


=)


On a completely unrelated note,I finally signed up for True Fitness..I will be working out with Lucas,Tim and Jon every Monday,Wednesday and Friday from 4 p.m to 6 p.m.Training in gym really used up my time wisely and makes my life more lively..Since after I signed up for gym,I have been having good sleep,due to the amount of workout I exert..It's great!!

So life suddenly turn quiet and still since Nicholas and Jeremy departure.Ironically,I missed the teasing from them.LOL.Somehow,some part of my life went missing and gone.They are someone I always looked up to and to look when I'm in the lowest state of my life.My life would never be exciting as ever if they never appear in the chapter of my life,I seriously miss them..I miss Nicholas piece of word when I got into unwanted trouble,I miss Guru love teachings when I suddenly got screwed by her..I missed the moment they got together and teased me.It's not that I really like to tease by them,somehow the teasing become part of my life..

People Always Leave,I agreed


How To Save A Life


That's the reason why you have friends...

When you are young,you crazy with them

Poker,Beer,Chicks

Thanks guys,ya the best

You let me know the real definition of friendship

P.S.-Nanas,Yik and Jon rocks too.....haha



Since we met its been you and I, a tear for a tear baby eye for an eye and u know that my heart gonna cry if you leave me lonely cause u not just my friend,your my homie

Is It Real Or Just Another Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away x5

David Archuleta-Crush

Nah,stop dreaming Kenneth..She has absolutely no interest on you,might as well get your heads off and concentrate on something else..She is just another unwanted crush,or maybe something else

Sometimes,I feel like not missing you at all,but when I set foot in KL,my mind is all over you.I wish I could bring you to meet my family,my friends,but deep down in my heart I know I missed the best chance to get closer to you

Could God or someone offer another chance to me,I will tell you what I felt about you,I fell for you since the day I met you in Jusco.Since that day onwards,my life went on a dramatic change

If you could feel what I feel now,read what I'm writing now
Who cares about the world,when your hands and mine are tight together
Who cares about life,when we could always stare at each other
Who cares about study,when we could spend each and every single moment of our life together

I wanna.....

Going back to Ipoh in less than 24 hours,there is so many things I wanna do and accomplished in such a short staying in ipoh.FYI,I will be out of KL from 16th August till 22nd August..Yesss,exactly one day before Nickys and JammyG departure to America..(I came back early just for ya all and be proud of that=))

Aiyo,there so many things I wanna do in ipoh,but I strongly felt that in my heart I am not capable to complete it all,or maybe I just list it all up and set a reminder for myself..

I wanna spend my precious times with my parents.
I wanna get out of my current melancholy state I am now by throwing myself into parties
.
I wanna have the good`old days reflected upon my own eyes.
I wanna finish my From Promise To Power and A Long Walk To Freedom.
I wanna fulfill my promise towards Sensei and bring her to a nice cool restaurant with her husband.
I wanna blog about Nickys and JammyG farewell.
I wanna make cameroon trip as fun as possible.
I wanna have a nice enjoyable dinner with my good old kakis!
I wanna see her
I wanna interact with her






I'm gonna be the love that gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

I'm Slipping Into the Lava

Coz I'm Burning Up
Burning Up,For You Baby..=)

-Stay Tune For Nicholas Farewell,9th of August,2008


My Thoughts Are Free To Go Anywhere,But It's Surprising How Often They Head In Your Direction

Right now,I don't even have the slightest infatuation to post about my daily life.Hate to deny it,but truly this week of mine went rather peaceful(or should I said rather humdrum)=/ which I don't really enjoy it..

Tomorrow is always something I could look forward to in this boring week.If my memory doesn't serves me wrong,I think I'm going out with the usual gang.It's been a long time since we went out together.I think we are getting back to old school again..Movies + Nando's

I have came to a point to grasp a sense of loneliness.The time we share gets longer proves that we are enlarging the bond between us.Does it mean more anguish and depress await us when we are parting with our loved ones..I've been missing her terribly..Man,she didn't even say goodbye to me.I was draged into a melancholy state by the way she treats me,interacts with me..Fcuk,do I deserve all this shyt!!

So,This was basically what I felt throughout the almost complete week.Expectation was in tomorrow outing,I have faith I would initiate something that have long lost in my heart-answers and self-confidence..

Sorry about this post,I thought I would bring something unusual in my blog as always,happiness and gratification to my faithful readers..but I'm really kinda lost right now.Don't worry if ya all don't get a single thing out of this post,it is meant for me to read it in later times.

Someone reminded me something about we being had a reason being born in this world.Don't ever let go of your dreams just to fufill or satisfy other beings,showing them that their best for you may not really the best you could have for yourself..I failed this so many times,and I'm really ashamed for myself it took me such a long time to realize it..

At least,I was cautioned now..

One Love,Undivided


Everybody is smiling
Just Like Old Times
Maybe the really last time for Inner Circle for many years to come
Thanks Guys and Girls~
Ya the best

Friendship


Yesterday we had one of the 'inner circle' reunion due to the fact is our beloved leader-Jeremy Gan 18th birthday.The bash was held in Bora Asmara,to me is the perfect setting for a birthday party.Strangely enough,I don't feel any sense of surprises from Jeremy..Maybe he had predicted all this??

We arrived at the venue around 8 and off we settled in..It's been ages since I spent some time with my inner circles.Furthermore,almost everybody is around.I wondered did God really glanced at my previous post?..Throughout the party,I had fun interacting with everybody.I felt that we are somehow different compare to who we are two years ago,but still we are the crazy inner circle.Fun is in our cell all the time..I really touched when I beamed at the scene that have long lost for two years.

Oppps,let's not indulge in me for so much today,cause this post is meant for our Ol'dear Guru

=)

As usual,we will let the picture do the talking.Basically,we just snap till we drop in the whole party..Flashes are everywhere and I had a pair of real stressed up eyes after the party.Still,I like it


Our hero also manage to fulfill our little wish by posing with us all the time,Enjoy!~



There's still lot more in my disk,but I'm just too lazy to reveal to you guys,Ohh well.I was real uber satisfy for Jeremy as he had some of his best moment shared with us..Truly,he deserved this party.I remember those days I asked myself"Did Jeremy planned to have one birthday bash of his own as he had organized for the rest of us?"Well,I think his smiles is in the picture reveal how happy he was yesterday=)

Hey Guru,Thanks for being my buddy all the time.Though I always exposed my mistakes and falseness in front of you,you never failed to look down on me and as always,forgives me..You are not afraid to being frank with me,correcting my mistakes,telling me which part of my life I screwed up.I truly appreciated it!For everyday in my life,I am always doing catching up in my life,try to be on par with you in everything.I just feel edgy whenever I am beside you.You make me strive even harder,so I would proud to call you my friend.Till now,I'm still striving hard as usual.Like you said,I am not really good with words,I hope that you would understand what I try to convey.=)


Rest assured that I will be checking you from time to time even though you are leaving,and I hope all the stabbing u did to me after all,is just a joke.Lol.Take care my friend,if you are reading this.Enjoy the rest of the days you have in M'sia with your lovest and dearest ones.
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~Friendship is like a violin;the music may stop then,but the string will last forever..

Inner Circle,Reunited!


Here's a little sneak peek what's my next post gonna be?

A pic taken by our'just legal birthday boi'

The first pic by him at 25th of July,2008

My love guru...

Stay Tunes~




It's Like Moving Mountain

Im really busy lately,even on weekends.Work,books,movies never failed to kill my time that much since the beginning of this month.So in the other hand,I kinda abandon my blog for like few days.Hope he doesn't hates me.lol

Before I started on this post,I was doing some blog hopping,my usual warm up session before I start blogging..Guru posted his latest post and something just sparks in my heart.Suddenly,I reminisced about my past,memoirs,dilemma.How does it feel like to leave everything behind you have built for 18+ years,to accept a greater challenge,a higher mountain?I'm sure Nick and Guru will have many mountains to climb,many challenges to overcome in the future.I have faith in them that they are more than prepare to study in US.Best of luck to them =)

I was in this kinda situation two years ago.I remembered that time I really not feel like going anywhere except staying in my hometown.I won't be able to see my family,friends and her..It's uncomfortable,uneasy for me.I would be very much pleased to spend my last two years of high school with my buds in ipoh..Anyhow,the decision was finalised and I have to go to KL.I had a deep sigh to myself when my mum gave the final approval.

Well,life in KL was not that hard and complex after all.It's totally,100% FUN..One of my dreams was granted evetually i reached there,I finally had siblings n my home!!!Due to the fact I was the only son,I was jealous of people around me hanging with their siblings.No more those shyt in KL,as I will be very busy with Nick,Luke and Melanie.The feeling of having someone of same thinking n your home makes hell lot of different.Home is not dead bored anymore compare to ipoh.=)..The bestest part is we three boys will have this dirty little secrect talk everynight before our sleep..This is the time we really go uncensored and spread out what is in our heart..From Lovey to Dovey,We covered everything..lol

With friendly smiles and kind heart,I never failed to know some good buddies in my new school.People in my school is just so easy to mix with.I was welcomed into the so called inner circle in 2005 and that's one of the greatest day of my life..We did things together like a family,oragnized by the leaders of the inner circle..That year won't come so smooth if I hadn't knew this bunch of people.Tuesday,badminton;Friday,Tropicanna,each day is like a bonding day for us to get to know each other better..This precious memories composed by the inner circle will eternally stucked in my head cause they had given me one of the best years of my high school life..Thx


In the other hand,I thought the friendship I built in Ipoh will just shattered into pieces.Maybe we will just be like Hi-Bye friends.That was really a moment I doubted about my friends.After all,I was made to pay for my mistakes..=).I truly owed them a lot due to the fact they never let the distance to harm our friendship.They won't bother keep on updating me with their current life..After two years,we are still as crazy as ever..Criming wherever we go,hooking up the hottest chicx around the town..What can I elaborate more about this unbreakable bondage we shared..The fact that we were living apart strengthen our friendship and makes us more like true moving friends.=)

Family..This word have so much significant meaning in my life after I had move to KL.Back in Ipoh,I felt remorse about the attidude I had towards my family.My parents was treated rudely by their own son.I can't even believe the things I had said to them back then.Maybe God forsaw all this and sent me to KL,to make up all my mistake,and ultimately to change me to a better person.I get to to know God better in KL due to the influence of my new found family here and I appreciate God the fact my Dad and Mum is the bestest parents I could ever have in my life.They absolutely made the right decision to send me to KL.Right now,I love them more than anything else and I wouldn't do a single thing to hurt them..I always hold a grudge towards my dad back then and felt that he has many weaknesses in his life,but now I felt proud and privileged to become his son and wanted to live up to his expectations and become just like him.=)..Im speechless when it comes to my mum,shes just so great in everything,a lovely mum with a kind heart,her unceasing love is like the bestest gift I could ever had.I enjoyed the time where we spend time chit chatting on the phone all night long.The fact I'm the only son makes me get all the love and never ever shared it to others.Yes,I'm selfish and greedy..=)

As I was checking in my laptop,I just realized I don't even had a family pic of my own.Absolutely a fatal mistake(I thought of posting it and shared it with you all).Guess I'm gonna hire Nick for a bit of camera shooting this week(They are coming this week,can't wait!)

I was very satisfied with myself for all these years,cause I have been growing both in family's and God's eyes.I can't said that I'm perfect now,but I'm a much better person compare to the Kenn two years ago..Theres some hard path I need to choose,but glad I chose the perfect one~.Thanks to the guidance and the help of the people all around me.They are the main motive why I wanna strive to become better in everywhere of my life.

Lastly,I in my heart hold no regrets in coming to KL.After all,I may not be blogging here if I choose to stay in ipoh.I would not be me myself.Glad that God how He steered things around me to make my life more meaningful..Truly thankful

~Dedicate to those who played a part in Kenneth's life and navigate his life to fullness and betterness~

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Vivo Singapore!

Vivo,Here I come!

Vivo City-the newest attraction of Singapore and the main reason for the trip to there,just can't wait for it.Sorry guys,I'm too tired to blog due to the restless day I had,but certainly be back with the much anticipated Singapore trip review..I had a feeling I would get something good at there..

=)
So,guys and girls.May you all have an enjoyable weekend ahead.You all truly deserve it if you are all striving hard to achieve your own respective goals,trust me!!=)

Right now,my mind is all over her,just want her be by my side.The sad fact is that I know she won't be reading this,but still I wanna express these unexpose feelings to her..

Today I love you more than ever,tomorrow I will love you even more.I need you more than ever;I want you more than ever

Do I deserve her???

Spain Heals The Pain =)

It takes 24 years for them to finally be the top of Europe

It takes a team of with quick passes and smooth skill to end the hoodoo

It take a El Nino to finally kill off the Germans long winning mentality



First of all,Im really sorry the delay of this particular post.I knew I should have blogged it on yesterday is today,but I was too tired yesterday due to the fact I stayed up until 5 for the match.Anyways,I well satisfied by the result and is just the perfect ending any Spain and Liverpool fans could craved for..=)

The main reason Spain got up ahead of Germany in this final is all about the strength of the midfield.Spain's midfield just conquer the pitch almost the whole game,and in the end the Germans is left with a broken heart to mend..Spain's midfield is more active,movement is good compare to the Germans..Ballack and the gangs was playing below par compare to Xavi Hernadez and Cesc Fabregas they all..Credits to the Germans too though they failed to lay their hands on the trophy,but a good tournament for them..=)

All credits should be given to our Spanish new hero-El Nino..He was so quiet the previous matches,and out he go in the final.The brilliant goal from him in the final is the best answer he could answer to the critics.I was exhilarated at that moment when he scored the only goal,everything just stopped suddenly as if theres no time in our world..After that,I dared to dream that they will crowned champions of Europe..I came in the match with a feeling that the Germans gonna snatched this one up because the Spaniard will be the under-achiever if they were to be called the favourite and the squad is young.But they just amazed with the slick passes and wizardry dribbling,and of coure Torres' top class finish..

Finally,the Euro ends with what I desire the most-Spain won and Torres score the winning goal in final.I truly thanked God for the fact that Torres won't end the season empty-handed..Haha..Attacking football reamined the biggest winner in this tournament,Spain victory run may lead to a rejuvenation of the long lost attacking play,I strongly hope that many coaches will witness this and add in these essential essence to their own respective team..We fans will enjoyed it for sure..=)