Nah,I need a break after all the recent shits that happened to me,the worst part is I could only find comfort from that one person
He was that kind of man who determine to lose it all.
She was the girl that keeps knocking on her heaven's door.
I was the fella who is mesmerize by her enchanted beauty.
People may have lose a sense of holding up something that is vital to them,whereas letting go is a kind of act we as human always practices.It is much easier to letting go rather than holding up something that exceed your shoulder could carry on.Maybe there is still a dim chance you could cross the finishing line,but we as human sometimes lose a kind of ability to have faith.We failed to grasp on belief that once make us so strong.We blackslided from it,we might even go as far as cursing it.
I always lose something,till a point I felt like giving up.There comes a time I got so used to upset I started to think maybe life is fucked up after all,we are created out of randomness,eventually every single matter living on this planet will go back to randomness.Life made me so hard till a point I started to doubt my very own existence.
But we are divided to share something of supernatural,bonds that could make us stand by ourself,God that makes us so strong in our life.I never lost faith once before,I always believe the God that created me will eventually lead me back to him,where I meet my ends.I was once eluded from You,but I'm glad for my family and friends that got me back up.Faith is believing something without seeing it,and I considered it as a gift from heaven.
People may have failed you,but God would never will.I got it from a very good friend of mine,and it would be my maxim forever.
We maybe having tough choices to make,but most importantly is to follow your heart...
