It's Like Moving Mountain

Im really busy lately,even on weekends.Work,books,movies never failed to kill my time that much since the beginning of this month.So in the other hand,I kinda abandon my blog for like few days.Hope he doesn't hates me.lol

Before I started on this post,I was doing some blog hopping,my usual warm up session before I start blogging..Guru posted his latest post and something just sparks in my heart.Suddenly,I reminisced about my past,memoirs,dilemma.How does it feel like to leave everything behind you have built for 18+ years,to accept a greater challenge,a higher mountain?I'm sure Nick and Guru will have many mountains to climb,many challenges to overcome in the future.I have faith in them that they are more than prepare to study in US.Best of luck to them =)

I was in this kinda situation two years ago.I remembered that time I really not feel like going anywhere except staying in my hometown.I won't be able to see my family,friends and her..It's uncomfortable,uneasy for me.I would be very much pleased to spend my last two years of high school with my buds in ipoh..Anyhow,the decision was finalised and I have to go to KL.I had a deep sigh to myself when my mum gave the final approval.

Well,life in KL was not that hard and complex after all.It's totally,100% FUN..One of my dreams was granted evetually i reached there,I finally had siblings n my home!!!Due to the fact I was the only son,I was jealous of people around me hanging with their siblings.No more those shyt in KL,as I will be very busy with Nick,Luke and Melanie.The feeling of having someone of same thinking n your home makes hell lot of different.Home is not dead bored anymore compare to ipoh.=)..The bestest part is we three boys will have this dirty little secrect talk everynight before our sleep..This is the time we really go uncensored and spread out what is in our heart..From Lovey to Dovey,We covered everything..lol

With friendly smiles and kind heart,I never failed to know some good buddies in my new school.People in my school is just so easy to mix with.I was welcomed into the so called inner circle in 2005 and that's one of the greatest day of my life..We did things together like a family,oragnized by the leaders of the inner circle..That year won't come so smooth if I hadn't knew this bunch of people.Tuesday,badminton;Friday,Tropicanna,each day is like a bonding day for us to get to know each other better..This precious memories composed by the inner circle will eternally stucked in my head cause they had given me one of the best years of my high school life..Thx


In the other hand,I thought the friendship I built in Ipoh will just shattered into pieces.Maybe we will just be like Hi-Bye friends.That was really a moment I doubted about my friends.After all,I was made to pay for my mistakes..=).I truly owed them a lot due to the fact they never let the distance to harm our friendship.They won't bother keep on updating me with their current life..After two years,we are still as crazy as ever..Criming wherever we go,hooking up the hottest chicx around the town..What can I elaborate more about this unbreakable bondage we shared..The fact that we were living apart strengthen our friendship and makes us more like true moving friends.=)

Family..This word have so much significant meaning in my life after I had move to KL.Back in Ipoh,I felt remorse about the attidude I had towards my family.My parents was treated rudely by their own son.I can't even believe the things I had said to them back then.Maybe God forsaw all this and sent me to KL,to make up all my mistake,and ultimately to change me to a better person.I get to to know God better in KL due to the influence of my new found family here and I appreciate God the fact my Dad and Mum is the bestest parents I could ever have in my life.They absolutely made the right decision to send me to KL.Right now,I love them more than anything else and I wouldn't do a single thing to hurt them..I always hold a grudge towards my dad back then and felt that he has many weaknesses in his life,but now I felt proud and privileged to become his son and wanted to live up to his expectations and become just like him.=)..Im speechless when it comes to my mum,shes just so great in everything,a lovely mum with a kind heart,her unceasing love is like the bestest gift I could ever had.I enjoyed the time where we spend time chit chatting on the phone all night long.The fact I'm the only son makes me get all the love and never ever shared it to others.Yes,I'm selfish and greedy..=)

As I was checking in my laptop,I just realized I don't even had a family pic of my own.Absolutely a fatal mistake(I thought of posting it and shared it with you all).Guess I'm gonna hire Nick for a bit of camera shooting this week(They are coming this week,can't wait!)

I was very satisfied with myself for all these years,cause I have been growing both in family's and God's eyes.I can't said that I'm perfect now,but I'm a much better person compare to the Kenn two years ago..Theres some hard path I need to choose,but glad I chose the perfect one~.Thanks to the guidance and the help of the people all around me.They are the main motive why I wanna strive to become better in everywhere of my life.

Lastly,I in my heart hold no regrets in coming to KL.After all,I may not be blogging here if I choose to stay in ipoh.I would not be me myself.Glad that God how He steered things around me to make my life more meaningful..Truly thankful

~Dedicate to those who played a part in Kenneth's life and navigate his life to fullness and betterness~

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