Thesedays I'm just nt myself,tried hard to study for the sake of studying.It's not working,I felt sick sitting in front with my notes and just prefer to be alone,a place where I can see no one,and where I could feel free to do anything.
I will be more than willing to sleep through all days,go all out on a journey,step the pedal as hard as my hood could sustain,and be freed from the restriction.A place where I could call home,where worn out jeans are everywhere,and CDs are all over my desk,and pictures of my dear ones are all around me.To be precise,I want my own personal place.I felt that people around me are edging me out,till a point they compel me till a point where I have no space to breathe anymore.
As I went college,different people that I met everyday.I felt that all my principles are being put on a test.Talking about to do whatever that floats my boat,I'm more like comprising myself to be compatible with different individual's stance.I'm tired of life actually,I wished someone that fully comprehend me could just poped up right now,and we will talk till day never meets night.
Its weird sometimes.Nowadays,people are so used to the word LOVE,as they can get on to relationship with anyone in anywhere at anytime and end it like a swift.Do you really mean it when you utter those 3 special words to that angel of yours at that time,or it is sudden infatuation that force you to it.Adding on to that,or are you just afraid of being alone,and you need some company and that so called "angel" of yours just happened to be in the right place at the right time?
I believe in the divine meaning of love,and people should appreciate in this ever changing world,they are able to find someone they truly love and being love in reply.That is the one and only reason why people should be together.Instead people find grounds to escape from love,they tend to blame and hurt others,it doesnt even matter if she/he is the one you loved before.When it comes to this kind of situation,you side with yourself more than your supposingly other half,to be in love is to be selfless towards each other.I can't said that you are selfish,which almost everybody is practicing now,but you are just idiotic in KC's eyes.Your failure to prevent tears rolling out from your loved one eyes,the excruciating pain that she/he has to endure just to reveice your one text that only worth a single penny,the irresistable desire to talk to you when you are just beside him/her,and with that cold heart you possesed,replied him/her with that obnoxious face of yours.
Remember those days when you were so much in love with her,you would go as far to a point that you are willing to sacrifice everything for her,just that she could dance with you gracefully on the dancefloor named LOVE.God never gives up people who don't gives up,in the end,you finally got what you crave the most,which is her love to you.I bet you must be feeling on top of the world right at that time,the indescripable joy you possessed which failed to contained inside that little heart of yours,I bet my tears will come out when I get the chance to witness it.Those are the tears of joy,from a guy who thinks like you.
There were good times in your relationship,but sadly bad times overweighed it.You did everything you could,but she is too difficult to compromise,and situation all around you obviously was not on your side.Yes,you gave up what you wanted the most.You chose to run away from that dancefloor,a dancefloor where obviously has its potential to grow.You ran without a single explaination,nor a single world,which left spectators like us very much in question and discretion.She was left alone on that dancefloor.A dancefloor where both of you had the best times of your life.I can see she is acting,trying to be cheerful.But its an act which fails to do its job.Deep in her heart,she felt lonely,truth is that,shes wants you back on the dancefloor and contunue the flow of the story between she and you.She is still dancing hard on the dancefloor,trying to win your heart back just like what you did to win hers last time.Its a dance so beautiful and mesmerizing,but as she sway that ever dazzling body of hers,tears continue to be visible around her.As nice as the move can be,its a depressing dance.A sight which all of us are not enjoying.Tears flowing out as I was watching her.Those are tears of sadness,where I couldn't protect those that I care.
To my friends who are attached,
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect person.
It's about finding someone who makes you the best person you could be.
To my friends who are heartbroken,
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go,
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To my friends and me who are afraid to confess,
Love hurts when you breakup with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you know has no idea how you feel.
To my friends who are still holding on,
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
Only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
Let go.
I thanked most of my friends who making me become who am I now.You all made my life propel to another level and Im glad that we can become good friends,and I hoped that we will continue our journey for as long time can counts.
=)
I will be more than willing to sleep through all days,go all out on a journey,step the pedal as hard as my hood could sustain,and be freed from the restriction.A place where I could call home,where worn out jeans are everywhere,and CDs are all over my desk,and pictures of my dear ones are all around me.To be precise,I want my own personal place.I felt that people around me are edging me out,till a point they compel me till a point where I have no space to breathe anymore.
As I went college,different people that I met everyday.I felt that all my principles are being put on a test.Talking about to do whatever that floats my boat,I'm more like comprising myself to be compatible with different individual's stance.I'm tired of life actually,I wished someone that fully comprehend me could just poped up right now,and we will talk till day never meets night.
Its weird sometimes.Nowadays,people are so used to the word LOVE,as they can get on to relationship with anyone in anywhere at anytime and end it like a swift.Do you really mean it when you utter those 3 special words to that angel of yours at that time,or it is sudden infatuation that force you to it.Adding on to that,or are you just afraid of being alone,and you need some company and that so called "angel" of yours just happened to be in the right place at the right time?
I believe in the divine meaning of love,and people should appreciate in this ever changing world,they are able to find someone they truly love and being love in reply.That is the one and only reason why people should be together.Instead people find grounds to escape from love,they tend to blame and hurt others,it doesnt even matter if she/he is the one you loved before.When it comes to this kind of situation,you side with yourself more than your supposingly other half,to be in love is to be selfless towards each other.I can't said that you are selfish,which almost everybody is practicing now,but you are just idiotic in KC's eyes.Your failure to prevent tears rolling out from your loved one eyes,the excruciating pain that she/he has to endure just to reveice your one text that only worth a single penny,the irresistable desire to talk to you when you are just beside him/her,and with that cold heart you possesed,replied him/her with that obnoxious face of yours.
Remember those days when you were so much in love with her,you would go as far to a point that you are willing to sacrifice everything for her,just that she could dance with you gracefully on the dancefloor named LOVE.God never gives up people who don't gives up,in the end,you finally got what you crave the most,which is her love to you.I bet you must be feeling on top of the world right at that time,the indescripable joy you possessed which failed to contained inside that little heart of yours,I bet my tears will come out when I get the chance to witness it.Those are the tears of joy,from a guy who thinks like you.
There were good times in your relationship,but sadly bad times overweighed it.You did everything you could,but she is too difficult to compromise,and situation all around you obviously was not on your side.Yes,you gave up what you wanted the most.You chose to run away from that dancefloor,a dancefloor where obviously has its potential to grow.You ran without a single explaination,nor a single world,which left spectators like us very much in question and discretion.She was left alone on that dancefloor.A dancefloor where both of you had the best times of your life.I can see she is acting,trying to be cheerful.But its an act which fails to do its job.Deep in her heart,she felt lonely,truth is that,shes wants you back on the dancefloor and contunue the flow of the story between she and you.She is still dancing hard on the dancefloor,trying to win your heart back just like what you did to win hers last time.Its a dance so beautiful and mesmerizing,but as she sway that ever dazzling body of hers,tears continue to be visible around her.As nice as the move can be,its a depressing dance.A sight which all of us are not enjoying.Tears flowing out as I was watching her.Those are tears of sadness,where I couldn't protect those that I care.
To my friends who are attached,
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect person.
It's about finding someone who makes you the best person you could be.
To my friends who are heartbroken,
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go,
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
To my friends and me who are afraid to confess,
Love hurts when you breakup with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you know has no idea how you feel.
To my friends who are still holding on,
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
Only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
Let go.
I thanked most of my friends who making me become who am I now.You all made my life propel to another level and Im glad that we can become good friends,and I hoped that we will continue our journey for as long time can counts.
=)
Thanks.
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