She Is Falling Into History

Currently listening to Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne

I always believe words and songs are the best way to change people lives.I write endlessly,to see people around have a shot in his life,rather than conforming to the social standards.I wanted those I cared to be different,to be a positive examplatory figure which everyone would find joy in knowing them.

I serenade,to witness the joy of others.The satisfaction manifests through their smile is a mesmerizer to my heart.What matters the most is the intention of the singer.As long as they see joy in the eyes of their spectators.

I never thought this could really happen,I have to agreed time has a way of passing by.People always leave,that's why there are heartbreaks visible everywhere you go.Maybe you are still in love with him,but the fact of not comprehending each other well enough serves as a barrier between you two.He cares about you more than his own life,it is a drawback for you.Being confined by love,you felt that it is a pain.

The hand of him tried to reach you desperately,but all he sees is your shadow.It's not the undoing of you nor him,but the sin of being felt divided.

People are struggling,so do I.A small degree of hope could turn into love.Maybe that's why you two fell in love.But now,he is falling into history.Phone calls can solve nothing,begging in front of you seem meaningless.

Till a point,where people forget about the existence of your love.Pictures are the only best proof that you two indeed shared a bond together.That is history.

When the guitar is being strummed beside me,Lavigne's vocal swirling around my ears,saying that "Im define,confined by love."Sadness starting to give birth to itself again.I'm quite a emotional person,and I always relate stuffs to myself,blame me for that.To think again,being a loser in love sounds fair enough,eventualy you don't really have to take a risk or chance,fearing that you will lose that plus one of yours.I should feel more content about myself,please with what I'm having already.Rather than taking a risk without knowing its consequences,because a fading image of yours from my sight is the last thing I would want to witness.

On a completely unrelated note,I was hooked up by this song Falling Into History-Avril Lavigne.It really do describes how everyone should feel after a major collision of hearts,and somehow I found it quite relevant to people around me.Sometimes,letting go is a mean for bringing you back,and time is always the solution to something that seemingly insoluble.Each times I listen to it,it seems there is a different meaning being conveyed in my mind from this crazy beautiful song.

There's this particular verse I'm quite fond of.

I never thought that I'd say,that I don't really miss you.I lived,I breathed your breath through me.Time has a way of passing by,until I don't remember why or how to hurt for you.Love's pain has gone somewhere,and I'm finally leaving it here.

Sometimes,I think I'm a bit busybody,involving myself into your ordeal.You have the absolute right to feel mad about it,this I can't take away from you.I'm sorry,I failed to outlook your status,and I'm being too objective.

I thought about a person now,somehow.I told you,my ambition is always to take pictures of you all,post it on my blog,and make it to a song,but think I still have a long way to go.Right?S?

A world where people I care about are happy,sadness ceased to exist in them.It's a tough path.