How Can I Move On If I'm Still In Love With You

I was in a stoned mood,lying on the bed when you told me our relationship is an issue that was dealt long time ago-

I was in a shocked mood when you appear in front of me,you come to here just to witness my graduation-

I'm sorry for saying something that I can't take it back,sorry for letting your soft fragile heart got disturbed by my foolish act and sorry for everything that I did to hurt the dearest girl I ever loved.

You are the world to me,seeing you today just comforts me,but I know deep in my soul,we were segregated by an invisible wall.Though pictures can move us as close as possible,but still I felt a distance between you and me that is beyond my reach.

But,I never been so sure of myself like tonight,I never have a state of mind that is so clear like now.I know those messages that popped up to you is not mere words,nor mere sentences.It contain something that is of real and substantial.I like you since the first day I ever saw you,and it never change even I moved to KL to further my studies,even until the day I graduate.

You are the last person that I ever gonna hurt,but I saw sadness in your eyes today,Obviously,you are disturbed by the conversation we had yesterday,I hate myself for being the one to make you feel uncomfortable,so much of promises that I would be by your side always.

You are the only one I don't wanna lose now,but if the path hurts you in the process,I would give up everything in order to extinguish the sadness of yours.

Till now,I still can't believe I would hurt you by saying something that honest and stuck in my heart for a long time.I would lie to you rather than telling you the truth.

While I was talking to Daniel in the car after the graduation,digesting everything that happened so speedily.I realized I was so stubborn with you,and I should be satisfied the fact we are bestsies for life.I admit to Daniel that the lust of your love is the main reason and never take into account that what you really want,I fail as somebody that really likes you and cares about what you feel.I dropped some tears that had been long gone.I was holding onto a hairband tightly I found in my car and my tears dropped onto it.Before I could finish talking with Daniel,I realize that the hairband is all wet now.Seeing the fact that the hairband contains my tears,I tight into a wrist-band like and put it on.I told Daniel what happen today is something I would never forget in my life.I was being brought to a point where I get to taste the fullest extent of joy,and I was being pulled back into reality by my self-conscious and knowing the truth always hurts.This wristband shall be a resemblance of my love towards she.The wristband would never be without my right hand until the day where I finally met my destined one, This also serves as a reminder to never hurt the one I loved with the purpose of fulflling my own greed.

This song is truly dedicate to you,and I would always be the one by your side just like you be by my side when I'm having one of my bestest nights.

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Chorus 2x

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

-I'm sorry,Emily.If only we could break all the boundaries.I will be the man who can't be moved just for you.