I never though I would screw something that hard till the part there were three broken hearts left to mend.I hurt a friend that is so important to me,till the part I would share anything with him.I hurt a friend which had founded a new love recently,and I crushed it with my merciless hand,and finally I hurt myself by saying what I shouldn't said yesterday
To a friend that is so important to me~
I never thought my words would have such an impact to you,nevertheless propelling you to reject your first love.I'm glad that you heed my advice,but this is not the best possible ending we three craved for.You should have let your mind be at peace for a couple of days,and seriously think about the conversation we had,and ask yourself why do you like her,why did you do all those stuffs for her and why do you had a bad fall-out with her in the end.Let your mind and God be have the final say in your heart and don't let your tongue got ahead of your mind.Lastly,I just want you to know that you will always be my most important asset in my friendship life,and thanked God for given me this kind of friendship that is incomparable to others.I would stand by your decision no matter how bad you steer it.
To a friend that her new love was crushed by me~
I'm sorry,is the only thing I could say to you in these hard times.It maybe a clause that held no meaning to you now,but it is so intense in itself that I had no words at all in my mind now but these word-SORRY.This whole day I've been searching tons and tons of excuses,trying to avoid myself from this ordeal,an excuse that would took me out of this equation,shape me till the fact that I had no part at all in this incident.But,one single reason beats all the excuses that I had thought of this whole day-I initiated the whole ordeal.If someone would asked me now,who should be the responsible party in these bad fall-out.I would make no hesitation and promptly admit my mistakes and regrets.If only I could soften my word,speak rationally instead of putting in a lot of my own personal view yesterday.I could have make the world looks better to you now,but I failed in a way that even I can't forgive myself.I'm sorry,and I promise I would make amends on my mistakes.
I never thought my words would have such an impact to you,nevertheless propelling you to reject your first love.I'm glad that you heed my advice,but this is not the best possible ending we three craved for.You should have let your mind be at peace for a couple of days,and seriously think about the conversation we had,and ask yourself why do you like her,why did you do all those stuffs for her and why do you had a bad fall-out with her in the end.Let your mind and God be have the final say in your heart and don't let your tongue got ahead of your mind.Lastly,I just want you to know that you will always be my most important asset in my friendship life,and thanked God for given me this kind of friendship that is incomparable to others.I would stand by your decision no matter how bad you steer it.
To a friend that her new love was crushed by me~
I'm sorry,is the only thing I could say to you in these hard times.It maybe a clause that held no meaning to you now,but it is so intense in itself that I had no words at all in my mind now but these word-SORRY.This whole day I've been searching tons and tons of excuses,trying to avoid myself from this ordeal,an excuse that would took me out of this equation,shape me till the fact that I had no part at all in this incident.But,one single reason beats all the excuses that I had thought of this whole day-I initiated the whole ordeal.If someone would asked me now,who should be the responsible party in these bad fall-out.I would make no hesitation and promptly admit my mistakes and regrets.If only I could soften my word,speak rationally instead of putting in a lot of my own personal view yesterday.I could have make the world looks better to you now,but I failed in a way that even I can't forgive myself.I'm sorry,and I promise I would make amends on my mistakes.
After all,I don't really deserve to love someone or be loved by someone.Right now,I don't even have the thought of revealing the truth to her.This is the most heavy damage I suffered for my own sake.A mistake that may stuck in my heart for quite a while.
~If only apologizing is simple as a red rose
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